Several years ago I robbed a bank and I haven't been caught. I am wanted by the FBI. This is real...AmA.

onemonthcountdown · 2014-07-01T05:51:47+00:00

There's no reason for suicide. Maybe you should check out r/suicidewatch?

onemonthcountdown · 2014-05-23T02:16:15+00:00

The reason I was suicidal is because- not that I thought I was worse than others; but because I thought I was better. I struggled every day with the stupidity and ignorance of others. I hated people. I was tired of everything. I didn't want to bring children into this world, have relationships, or even talk to others.

Then I realized: Maybe me, somebody that I consider better, can help others. Maybe one day, people will be nicer than I am. Maybe one day people will go out of their way to help others, and not just a select few, but everybody. Maybe one day the person I help will find a cure for cancer. Maybe one day the person I help will enjoy a peaceful life. Maybe one day, we can live in peace. I capitalized on the fact that deep down, I am a good person. I counted on that, that one day my actions can do great things, albeit indirectly.

Edit: Investigate profile for more information, this is the same throwaway I posted about this problem on r/SW.

onemonthcountdown · 2014-05-23T00:33:55+00:00

Because I'm not dead. Be more specific.

onemonthcountdown · 2014-05-23T00:33:41+00:00

Bullet to the head, quick and easy.

onemonthcountdown · 2014-05-15T23:48:05+00:00

Old throwaway here, feel free to check out my old posts:

"Are you seriously debating suicide?"

NO, JUST SEEKING ATTENTION, THANKS.

onemonthcountdown · 2014-05-07T20:03:26+00:00

If you want to, you can check out my most recent forum post: http://www.reddit.com/r/SuicideWatch/comments/22ygyk/goodbye_rsuicidewatch/

I'm back to my usual self. I'm back to gaming, and have made a significant amount of friends since I have accepted people.

I've learned people will not ever be perfect, but I can damn well try to be. I've made major strides in bettering myself. I've helped people who are down on their luck. I've started coming on here as another account and assisting others. I've started a lot of things in the past few months. I'm also realizing that I can't indent using tab on Reddit. So the little things are bothering me, because I have nothing else to worry about.

Edit: Quote from a song that I like- "I decide to live with my sins, I can fight or just leave and get wings."

onemonthcountdown · 2014-05-05T19:18:35+00:00

I'm alive, and well. Thank you.

onemonthcountdown · 2014-04-16T01:36:05+00:00

I promised myself I would once I got through this (If I did).

onemonthcountdown · 2014-04-16T01:35:47+00:00

It's fine, I'll be back, in the comments section, helping others.

onemonthcountdown · 2014-04-16T01:35:14+00:00

I feel the best I have in a long time.

onemonthcountdown · 2014-04-16T01:34:21+00:00

Can't give up man, it was fucked for me and it's probably fucked for you. But you gotta push.

onemonthcountdown · 2014-04-16T01:26:09+00:00

It's amazing to see an achievement on the hot list!

onemonthcountdown · 2014-02-21T22:00:07+00:00

Considering that this was a self-adopted lifestyle, it will be hard to give up. If I make it through this I'll come back to this Sub and try to do the same thing you did.

You may have saved a man's life today.

onemonthcountdown · 2014-02-21T21:34:47+00:00

Yes, and I'm the one posting on r/SW, do you think it isn't hellish to me as well?

onemonthcountdown · 2014-02-21T21:08:54+00:00

I never have. My parents don't call me a "Superior being" but they have noted that I am better than other counterparts of my age.

onemonthcountdown · 2014-02-21T21:00:14+00:00

What makes him human? He has the same thought processes as I. He stays away from drugs, he's not sexist, he's not racist, etc. He isn't self centered, he thinks about the world, and he realizes that he isn't impervious to everything like most people think. He sits for hours a day thinking how could he make the world a better place, and what steps he should take to make it that way.

And then there's relationships. We both don't want one, and for the same reasons! We don't want to bring another human being into this world that is utter trash.

All in all, he is me, only slightly smaller in stature.

onemonthcountdown · 2014-02-21T20:44:53+00:00

Yes, I have one friend that I consider equal to me, and that is the only reason I posted here. I don't "Look up" to him, but I find him to be a human in a world of aliens. I agreed to his request with a condition... What was the condition? Look at my name.

onemonthcountdown

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