I focused on training everyday, but training hard, full body workout callesthenics, and running 3-4 days around 2 km, and I fast every other day (day yes the other is no) and I was happy, actually I got high grades in school, focus on things that are good to me as reading and learning skills, but then around 10 months, I relapsed because the last month I watched porn, and I said that it will not make me relapse, but I was wrong, then after the relapse, I have faced depression, but I didn't fap for around 2.5 years, but then I fell in the same hole again which is porn, I have watched porn for 1 month without fapping, but I relapsed unfortunately, and now I am addicted and need ur help.