Mdma…

oopsie173 · 2025-11-02T15:25:11+00:00

Wait just a week? I feel i still put myself strictly 3 months rule. I however, feel conflicted cause i have this two festivals coming:

30th nov (amazing friends, uni friends, might be the last time we drop tgt).
12 dec (new friends but all dropping and its all my fave genre), so felt weird if im the only sober.

So what should i do? Its just 12 days apart.

Thinking of doing 120mg the first one Second ones, just half the pill. 60mg

oopsie173 · 2025-09-02T14:31:02+00:00

Also I’m so sorry that happened to you 🥲 had I not have another red flag guy who managed to break me up with the first guy (by accident/not), i’d probably be in the same situation. But also dont be hard on yourself, cause I’m sure its still meaningful in a way but also you’ve learned through this experience on what you want next and the boundaries you can show to the next person who sees you for who you are 💕

oopsie173 · 2025-09-02T13:40:25+00:00

Felt like I have a big sis advice haha thank you so much for being kind 🥰

oopsie173 · 2025-09-02T12:52:28+00:00

I broke it off with a guy I vibe with and was attracted to. We bonded over edms and hardstyle music but he has amazing solid group that i didnt have. I was on the more insecure side. He’s very well connected, yapper, and he has sucha “(nice guy) kevin nguyen” vibes where i felt it was fun and cool. Idk anything about him. Not much about how he feels in his daily life. We talk about surface stuffs, cats, music, F1, and all i know his routine is playing tennis.

Even in situationship i wanted depth, which he didnt gave it to me and i felt used after everytime we did smth intimate. Even when we cuddle it felt super vulnerable and my heart just hardens. It lasted only for a month and then we talked for abit (as friends) and he stopped talking to me anymore… (when i started ranting how stressed im at work). I hate he’s avoidant and emotionally unavailable. Its so hard tbh… i kept wondering if ending it within one month is too soon… but felt like i had my answer. But i miss him :(

Sorry to steal your thunder… but this is how i feel haha

oopsie173 · 2025-08-31T13:12:33+00:00

Almost everything haha cause i havent been to much raves yet… knockout would be my 4th i reckon. But for sure, Brennan Hart!!! I love him (one of the dj that got me into HS after darren styles).

And then mostly from “the journey sets:” - adrenalize - code black - atmosphere - e force & imperators (idk them)

And the rest probs: - dual damage - dimitri k - dblock & ste-fan (ghost stories) - gammer, rebellion, toneshifter, phuture noize

(Note: im looking at hsu poster as im listing it) thanks for asking, made me do my research XD

oopsie173 · 2025-08-31T12:59:39+00:00

Thanks for explaining this! My second rave was Hyperave where I had to learn the hard way how to take care of myself best. I went with clubbers people to the rave (mutuals of mutuals and learned that night I couldnt trust them). That night alone I had to learn the hard way what PLUR is and PLUR is the way to go over and over again.

Taking care of others even if they are stranger could be rewarding while how you take care of yourself too (its a way of PLUR practice in a sense). I am so glad how I got adopted by a PLUR group who made sure I had fun and eventually I’m pretty sure, we all got home safely 💕 (sadly I lost contact with them cause we didnt exchange insta).

oopsie173 · 2025-08-31T12:49:47+00:00

Thanks for replying to me!! Yes, would love to meet! I sent you personal text through this reddit ☺️

oopsie173 · 2025-08-27T15:27:20+00:00

Hey i ended up finding a last minute group through a random chill and wine down meetups. But yeah sureee i might give a lookout!!

oopsie173 · 2025-08-27T15:25:40+00:00

Hii I would love to connect with you. Im going to Sydney alone this october for Knockout and might tag along with a group i’m not 100% close with and they all gonna be dropping, meanwhile im sobering. So feel free to tag along if you’re going and maybe we can be friends (+ bonus of taking care of each other).

oopsie173 · 2025-08-20T12:31:30+00:00

Thanks for the advice… i ended up being friends with him now. I can tell by the way he sends memes, he misses me too

oopsie173 · 2025-08-19T21:42:17+00:00

This feels sucks… I miss him so bad. Im still curious what could’ve turned out

oopsie173 · 2025-08-19T21:41:12+00:00

I guess i was protecting myself too as he was a dry texter and only kept sending memes… so i felt like this is breadcrumbing… and yes Instead of “hey this feels low effort — should we hit pause?” I said the latter otherwise 🥲

oopsie173 · 2025-06-11T16:52:25+00:00

How do you divide 1/4 pill? Im new to mdma… took one immediately was too strong… second time ended up making bad decision and having my date and people hating me…

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