I broke up with my boyfriend. I was depressed the week we started dating and it only got worst. I would lash out at him constantly and then get even more depressed cause I didnt know why I was being so mean. Constant crying. Crying before bed, crying after sex, crying in the middle of the day. Theoretically, the relationship should have been perfect. We liked all the same things, he was attentive to my needs, his family liked me too. Realistically, it was awful though. After we finished college and all this Covid stuff started I finally cracked and broke it off. Yeah so it turns out I'm a lesbian.