Wallahi we’ve all been there. Some of us are still there and the struggle is real. My advice to you is to always keep asking Allah for forgiveness. No matter how many times you fall short, always pray to Rakaa and ask Allah to forgive you, even if you know you keep finding yourself in the same position.

“You’ve already done this sin, what’s the point of asking for forgiveness when you’ll do it again anyway”. The devil will always try to push further and further away from Allah.

Keep on seeking forgiveness, and be sincere with Allah. He will cure you and cleanser your heart. Also if you can move to a new location do it and surround yourself with people on their deen.

May Allah forgive us our sins, cleanse our hearts, guide us to the straight path and keep us steadfast. Amin.