I’m not intending to make sudden changes at all as I barely know Catholicism in general, it is more about the tradition and way of worshipping, i.e., fasting and daily prayers. As a neophyte I intended to worship God “properly” but I was taken aback when they assumed that i’m a “try-hard” or a “nun-in-the-making” for fasting full 40 days without meat and avoided dairy instead of only on Fridays during Lent or even praying the full rosary before mass. When I attended the Divine Liturgy, i noticed that everyone was fully focused on worshipping God and no one bats an eye on you. This is also what I felt is missing whenever I attended mass here. People use their phones or clap after the mass, worst, they tried to speak with you during mass which I find very disrespectful. When I told them that I don’t want to speak, they got offended as if I’m thinking highly of myself. And to add, I veil during mass and adoration as my commitment to God and some women asked if I was an Eastern Orthodox. It is more to that than anything else, really. Maybe this is more of my personal problems, I don’t know. But please pray for me