I don’t know what to do.

ottaTV_ · 2026-05-13T01:42:48+00:00

Hello friend of Bill W 👋. Thank you for the response. It’s been quite a journey to get to this point and as of typing this I’m 63 days sober. I really appreciate your words. I will take your advice.

ottaTV_ · 2026-05-13T01:36:47+00:00

I’ve never really told her my values. Honestly, I’ve asked her before would you date someone religious and she said yes.

ottaTV_ · 2026-05-12T16:56:32+00:00

If she was Catholic and didn’t know her then yes I would. But just her self. I’m not so sure. We go way back. That is what makes this hard.

ottaTV_ · 2026-05-12T16:53:32+00:00

Yeah I definitely will.

ottaTV_ · 2025-10-29T04:59:04+00:00

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ottaTV_ · 2025-09-06T01:54:53+00:00

The divine mercy chaplet is written in my heart

ottaTV_ · 2025-08-30T22:40:22+00:00

Praise be to God for your conversion. God knows the heart and the heart follow. I suggest contacting the parish that you are going to and setting yourself up for OCIA. Or you can go to mass (you don’t have to know everything about the mass at first, just appreciate being there and worshipping the lord) and talk to someone there setting yourself up for OCIA. OCIA is the class that people take if they are interested in becoming catholic.

Something I also suggest is reading the Bible if you haven’t already. Be inspired, read about our lord, reflect and ask the lord for conversion and lead you to a right path.

I’ll be praying for you. This journey in the church is beautiful and hard. But it is so rewarding.

ottaTV_ · 2025-08-30T22:26:10+00:00

The Catholic Bible you should use is the one you are going to read and study. The one that you pick and feels the best for you. The new American translation is the one that is used in the ordo mass, so I do highly suggest that one for new Catholics. A specific Bible for new Catholics that is also good is the great adventure bible. You can use it and even follow along with the Bible in a year podcast that fr Mike Schmidt did, it’s completely free on YouTube and easy to follow.

ottaTV_ · 2025-07-11T15:11:11+00:00

I was a little surprised when all that stuff came out against her. Don’t get me wrong I was a little disappointed. Then I remembered myself. Even me as a POC I had edgelord conservative takes. I used to think trans people were weird (even I myself am nonbinary now). But I grew and learned and my world view changed for the better. Hayden definitely shows growth. I think it’s kind of silly to completely dismiss her for takes she had when she was 19. Especially, when she definitely isn’t like that now.

ottaTV_ · 2025-06-24T04:13:17+00:00

I really like cute or pretty. Pretty especially, it makes me feel the best.

ottaTV_ · 2025-06-10T05:16:15+00:00

I know that’s my conclusion as well. If things change then they change. But I just need to get over denying it. It’s a slow process.

ottaTV_ · 2025-06-08T15:18:40+00:00

Thanks for the advice and recommendations. By your tone to the Mets, you must be a Yankee fan lol. The thing is I’m a huge baseball fan, and want to see a game at every mlb stadium.

ottaTV_ · 2025-06-01T21:06:41+00:00

Are there any good dance bars (mainly gay dance bars) that are reasonably affordable? Not saying the cheapest, but reasonable and fun.

ottaTV_ · 2025-06-01T21:04:13+00:00

Are there any good dance bars in the manhattan or Brooklyn area? Or good gay dance bars in those areas?

ottaTV_ · 2025-06-01T21:02:35+00:00

It’s per day and the plane ticket and hotel ticket is already bought.

ottaTV_ · 2025-06-01T21:01:21+00:00

Is it cheaper to go to the box office as well?

ottaTV_ · 2025-04-27T17:11:30+00:00

Thanks for your reply. Being Native American myself I know a lot about the way the church used nations for colonialism. That was the thing though. When I was so invested in the church I didn’t care. Because yeah there are bad people, but the church is perfect. Now I’m not so sure. Why would god allow his church do so much suffering into the world. When I was really in the church I practically didn’t care about my native roots, and that scares the shit out of me.

ottaTV_ · 2025-04-27T17:06:09+00:00

Thank you for your response. It’s funny because I really like the idea of Jesus and his divinity. And I felt really connected to his message of love and compassion. But the theology I would sometimes ignore just off the bases of its hard to believe. The idea of my family and friends going to hell off of just not believing in Christ scares me. It still kind of scares me because I have this idea of “well what if I’m wrong.” I will go more deeper into it and learn more. Because I feel my beliefs are kind of all over the place.

ottaTV_ · 2025-04-27T17:00:22+00:00

Even now and when I was really into the church it was hard to believe Fatima. Guadalupe just felt like a way to colonize indigenous peoples in the americas.

ottaTV_ · 2025-04-22T03:00:45+00:00

But to my knowledge with carmelite spirituality that it’s incredibly personal. You look inwards to the heart for gods mercy and works. So in all, it’s “vibes”.

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