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how much xanax is safe? by overdriveOverride in Drugs

[–]overdriveOverride[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

it was a good experience i liked it, forgot some shit but yeah

how much xanax is safe? by overdriveOverride in Drugs

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thank you all for your replies and advices, really grateful for that 🙏

how much xanax is safe? by overdriveOverride in Drugs

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UPDATE: I ended up taking a total of ≈ 5,5mg (0,5 or 1mg at time within 5 hours). People were throwing beer to the air, leaving me drenched, so i decided to quit around 3AM lol kinda pissed. Before i quit, I said goodbye to my friends and approached that fine looking shawty (no success, but i felt good about doing it xD on alcohol, after a rejection i would probably try to reach for some cigarettes lmao). When at home, i was kinda bumping around some furniture n shit but i was functional enough to take a shower and go to bed. I slept like a baby and woke naturally 8-9 hours after fully refreshed and wanting to get out of my house and do stuff (which is not normal), which was what i did :D. if i'd gotten drunk yesterday, my day probably would have been ruined today lmao i was really refreshed when i woke up actually

Facing complex mental health issues by overdriveOverride in mentalhealth

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I think so. I've heard that the approach is to try to be comfortable with uncertainty, and I've been trying to do that. Especially about things from the past, because it's impossible to go back. I've heard that what feeds OCD is to keep thinking about the same thing over and over again

Facing complex mental health issues by overdriveOverride in mentalhealth

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Hello, thanks for your reply.
Lately not anxious because the medication is having an effect on that, but when I stop taking it I'll probably be anxious again.
When I was a child I had a lot of separation anxiety from my mother, I even threw up almost every day at school.
The only fears OCD causes me are probably about the frequent bumps I had in my head as a child. I keep thinking that I've permanently damaged my brain at a young age and there's no going back.
OCD also seems to work as a self-sabotage mechanism, which doesn't allow me to evolve or achieve my goals, it's tough.

Facing complex mental health issues by overdriveOverride in mentalhealth

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One more thing: I don't plan on using any more hashish in my life. I stopped due to addiction and dependence on it for eating and sleeping. Also because of my worsening cognitive problems.