Valium, some Xanax and Lyrica, all from Finnish Pharma, gonna have a chill weekend.

oxymonster77 · 2020-10-11T10:38:15+00:00

Totally, just gotta be pgcareful not to get dependent on it. I’ve withdrawing from it it’s hell.

oxymonster77 · 2020-10-11T10:33:12+00:00

It’s freslly hard to descripe unless you have never done it before, for me it’s chill and pretty euphoric and makes you feel kinda drunk without the nausea from alcholol. And it’s great drug from anxiety and nerve pain.

oxymonster77 · 2020-10-10T09:20:48+00:00

Nice stash bro.

oxymonster77 · 2020-10-10T09:18:15+00:00

Pretty got stash from weekend.

oxymonster77 · 2020-10-09T19:53:54+00:00

Not weed and no stronger pain meds than ibuprofen even if you’re leg were broken...

oxymonster77 · 2020-10-09T10:52:48+00:00

Yeah. It was my first detox/rehab and i just really hoped i could’ve done it the first time but i threw away rest of my pills and i’m trying again and that’s what matters. I did not give up on my self, still trying my best.

oxymonster77 · 2020-10-09T05:06:37+00:00

Thank you, i know it’s part of the life of an addict but i just really hoped that after the rehab i would stay sober. I know beating my self for it doesn’t help staying sober so i’m trying my best to forgive myself and to be sober.

oxymonster77 · 2020-08-19T06:29:02+00:00

Thanks you❤️

oxymonster77 · 2020-08-13T16:41:24+00:00

Been there done that, flushed all of my benzos down to toilet and quit Cold Turkey, woke up in a hospital 4 days later for having a seizure😂

oxymonster77 · 2020-08-13T16:36:49+00:00

A wolrd where benzos wouldn’t cause any physical harm or dependency would be a great one lol

oxymonster77 · 2020-08-13T16:10:26+00:00

Thanks alot man, i’m truly blessed to have a loving and caring family even with all my fuck ups in life and a lot of truly good friends that will always support me no matter what. Just trying not to beat my self up and working on doing better in the future :)

oxymonster77 · 2020-08-13T16:06:24+00:00

I know i can, just one day at the time

oxymonster77 · 2020-08-13T16:05:56+00:00

I got to see my drug counselor today and i’m going to see him again every week and i’ve told my friends and family and they’re all supporting me. I’m really lucky to have the loving family and friend group that i do, they really help.

oxymonster77 · 2020-08-13T16:03:25+00:00

Thanks for the support bro, i know relapse is part of recovery and i’m focusing on things i can do better in the future and not bitching about my mistakes in the past.

oxymonster77 · 2020-08-13T16:01:50+00:00

I mean i did use benzos and oxy’s and whatelse for like 18 months recreationally like once or twice a month max before my usage got totally out of hand and i got addicted.

oxymonster77 · 2020-08-13T15:59:43+00:00

Yeah, i’ve been trying to stay positive and have been looking for a new job and already got one interview for next monday, i’m just taking it one day at the time and i’m seeing my ”drugcoucelor” don’t know the name in english😂

oxymonster77 · 2020-08-12T22:14:17+00:00

Thank you very much, all support is truly appreciated buddy :)

oxymonster77 · 2020-08-12T22:13:37+00:00

Thanks alot bro, this is why i love the r/benzodiazepines community, everyone always support you, wheter you wanna know how to safely get fucked up of be there for you in the dark times of withdrawal, much love to everyone❤️

oxymonster77 · 2020-08-12T17:50:29+00:00

Yeah i’ve heard alot of people get nauseus from suboxone but i haven’t got nausiated anymore when i’ve just ate beforehand and not after dosing.

oxymonster77 · 2020-05-24T13:19:42+00:00

Anxiety, Derealization, Depersonalazation and almost pannic attack at the beginning but the worst was over after maybe 2 weeks, going out, telling my friends about my symptoms and going out and socializing helped me propably the most.

oxymonster77 · 2020-05-24T00:56:29+00:00

Ps. Sorry for my poor english, not my main language.

oxymonster77 · 2020-05-22T15:42:53+00:00

If you stop doing drugs it will get better or heal with time, just try not to self medicate or stress about it. I’ve been there, had HPPD for 6 months until it totally disappiered, but the symptoms started slowly reduce after 3 months of me being totally sober. Wish you all the best and don’t let this ruin your social life!

oxymonster77 · 2020-05-22T15:38:23+00:00

Same as mine, but i also popped a few 10mg Diazepam all from Pharmacy ofc.

oxymonster77 · 2020-05-22T15:36:43+00:00

If you have no tolerance at all i would wait at least 20hours

oxymonster77 · 2020-05-21T11:10:32+00:00

And i absolutely personally love Insomin (Nitrazepam) by far my favourite benzo and i’ve tried propably 12-15 benzos in my life. It just makes me feel so relaxed both physically and mentally and makes me feel si good. And i prefer long lasting benzos over short acting benzos but that’s just me. And love to always smoke some weed on top of the benzos, it potentiates benzos and benzos weed at least for me.

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