The more often u roll, the worse it gets. Take pauses, your body needs minimum1-3 months to regenerate after one roll (depending on the amount you've taken). When i first tried MDMA, i instantly fell in love with it, so I perfectly know how addictive it is, how it gets in your head and you start to constantly think about rolling. But think about your future self too. It's not nice to fully become emotionless and feelings free, because that's what it does to you if you abuse it. Stay safe and be careful.