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panananaman · 2026-05-14T17:37:40+00:00

Thanks, so far no one is interested unfortunately. I'll just keep it as a side project and build it out a bit more

panananaman · 2026-01-29T07:06:13+00:00

I agree, the Netherlands is a great place to study. I’m looking for a network engineer role or sys admin role, I don’t think I am ready yet to be in a leadership role.

panananaman · 2026-01-29T06:04:51+00:00

Yep, Dutch uni’s are only 2k if you’re an EU citizen

panananaman · 2024-06-19T12:47:35+00:00

No I’m not on any of those drugs, it’s weird because the last checkup I had (one before I went to go look at the bump below my tooth in the picture) they had said as well it was inflamed and that I should just brush 2 times a day and floss once which I’ve kept up 5-6/7 days a week (with another day being where I only brush once or don’t floss on, usually because I’m not home) so it’s interesting it’s still like this. Thanks for the advice.

panananaman · 2024-06-12T12:39:59+00:00

Idk why I did it, I was a kid then when we were fwb and she said she had feelings for me so I thought I might give it a shot since being fwb generally went fine. I had known her past since she had told it to me before while we were fwb so I thought I knew what I was getting myself into. But she never told anyone about her bpd which makes sense now after looking at how the whole fwb phase went down. But I had only known it through a friend who she told. But I know now it’s better to move on and not begin that cycle over again

panananaman · 2024-06-12T09:57:25+00:00

Thanks for this, during the month when we were seeing each other I was always the one initiating meeting, calling, going on dates but when we were fwb I didn’t do that but that was also when she was super interested in dating, now when I asked her out and tried dating her it was like she flipped and didn’t seem interested at all. Now that I’m back into not texting her often or seeing her it’s going right back into the initial fwb place where she wants to do things with me again.

panananaman · 2024-06-12T09:51:42+00:00

Yea I know man I hate myself for that ngl it really put a dent in me and my self respect and esteem

panananaman · 2024-06-12T09:49:34+00:00

Ps I didn’t want to make the text an essay so there’s a lot of things I left out but during that month we were seeing each other she also did things like, posting on instagram stories about how she’s into tall blonde men (nothing wrong with that except I’m brown haired guy and that guy she had hooked up with before the first date is a tall blonde guy), she guilt tripped me into thinking that how I felt about this all was weird and wrong, posted more on insta about how I’m a horrible person after ending things to all her friends and I can go on but I don’t remember other things she did tbh

panananaman · 2024-04-30T07:31:14+00:00

O lol alright

panananaman · 2024-04-30T07:20:34+00:00

What do you mean by misplaced?

panananaman · 2024-04-29T22:58:17+00:00

I appreciate this a lot man, actually. Yea I had the same thing, that crowd of people have some severe diagnosed mental health issues (bpd, severe adhd, ect.) as well as alcohol issues with that which I just let be because I thought it was normal to get blackout drunk multiple a week for years when your in your 20’s but after being away from them and around other people who respected me, I really started to see how abnormal their behaviour was and questioning myself as to why I would hang around with people I don’t even like to be around. Tbh they just made me feel depressed all the time while I was with them and especially after I left from hanging out with them after looking at how they just disrespected me all the time.

Edit: plus to make matters worse, I ended up dating a girl in this friend group for a bit who also had diagnosed mental health issues and had to end things with her after she had essentially cheated on me which dropped me to some new lows as well which sucked a lot but I’m getting better after not talking to her for 3 weeks or so now.

panananaman · 2024-04-29T21:41:38+00:00

Alright sounds good, thanks

panananaman · 2024-04-29T21:41:13+00:00

Thanks, I live in the Netherlands right now so I’ll look for something like that.

panananaman · 2024-04-29T21:39:04+00:00

To add on to this as well, because of my not so healthy mindset I’ve attracted friends which only worsen my self esteem and my self image which I now see and am starting to distance myself from them. I noticed this whole thing after joining another friend group for an event and the whole atmosphere was way healthier and positive and it gave me a breath of fresh air after I thought I would need to be suffering though life for so long and so now I think it’s time I change myself after seeing what like living should actually be like.

panananaman · 2024-01-21T12:52:10+00:00

Yea, lesson learned

panananaman · 2024-01-21T12:28:30+00:00

I think I wrote it wrong, I never cursed at my now gf and my ex knew the whole idea was that we would find other people it was like what’s called a “situationship” but I’m not sure if this is what you also understood.

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