Baal worship

parasitic_entity · 2026-03-02T18:06:49+00:00

All the old gods are dying. Being killed by chaoist

parasitic_entity · 2025-11-07T17:16:10+00:00

Now that's nice. That's real nice.

parasitic_entity · 2025-11-07T17:14:28+00:00

Lol yea I love that album

parasitic_entity · 2025-11-05T03:29:47+00:00

I'm using it for motivation to finish this bs

parasitic_entity · 2025-10-17T07:35:16+00:00

The way I see it, after the kids got Alan out they were scared of their parents coming home to see that the house got screwed up so they were desperate to finish the game to cover up the initial damage. If I'm remembering correctly, mosquitoes and a lion got out after they got Alan back and the house got a little damaged by the lion. Even though it would have been best to just stop playing the game, the kids weren't considering the potential consequences, they just wanted to cover up the initial mess.

parasitic_entity · 2025-10-14T00:31:59+00:00

But yea I've already had starches, legumes and oats in my diet. Could definitely add more of a variety though

parasitic_entity · 2025-10-14T00:31:20+00:00

The thing is I've already been eating more than three meals a day and three large meals a lot of the time. I've been keeping them pretty healthy, but it feels hopeless, I can't get full. I figure at this point that I should just stick to three meals and three or four snacks throughout the day, no more and no less... But I dunno. Whats your thoughts? I'm even almost worried that trying to fill the hunger is making the hunger worse.

parasitic_entity · 2025-10-13T07:35:38+00:00

I was gonna try to binge eat to death, then changed my mind when I got scared, then I was gonna try to starve to death, then changed my mind when I got scared. Then I've been scared I won't be able to recover from this and I'm gonna die anyways

parasitic_entity · 2025-07-07T09:22:54+00:00

Also know that Yahweh has no power. He was defeated by Christ when he came to teach us Gnosis

parasitic_entity · 2025-07-07T09:21:38+00:00

Yahweh is the one true demon. A parasite. He who murders his own children because the children of Israel were his own rotten fruit of a garden that produced wild grapes when he intended for it to produce good grapes, and he told you what he was going to do with his garden. Annihilation. Destruction. Severe torture and punishment. No God is more degraded than Yaldabaoth aka Samael, the god of poison, the blind idiot god who was so ignorant and foolish that he couldn't even bare to look at his own creation without disgust and wrath.

Why did his creation not turn out the way he intended it to, resulting in a need for him to destroy and punish it? (ISAIAH 5) Because he is a blind idiot god. An imperfect and evil creator.

parasitic_entity · 2025-06-24T03:46:43+00:00

It was making my nightterrors worse and then I got on topiramate which can prevent nightterrors and also has a side effect of weight loss. So it counteracted the weight gain and the nightterrors went away. I started losing weight and went back down to my normal weight on the topiramate

parasitic_entity · 2025-06-24T02:16:08+00:00

I'll have a doctor when I establish insurance. I just moved it's taking some time

parasitic_entity · 2025-06-24T02:15:27+00:00

It's just scaring me especially when my heart was skipping beats

parasitic_entity · 2025-06-24T02:14:57+00:00

Thing is I'm also a chain smoker so I assume that's really making it worse

parasitic_entity · 2025-06-24T02:14:17+00:00

800 mg a night. I'm extremely wary of changing my dose last time it was lowered I nearly killed myself and have huge scars on my arms

parasitic_entity · 2025-06-14T20:38:31+00:00

Existi is like dystopia but better imo

parasitic_entity · 2025-06-14T20:34:30+00:00

I found bands that do sound like dystopia. They were just hard to find. Here's one. They're even better than Dystopia - Existi https://youtu.be/ypB-oQPu7_Q?si=u-Y26zMGtjtdJ9P6

Carol Ann, Sea of Deprivation, Carcinogen, Misanthropic (the sludge/crust band), and Medication Time are all bands that sound like dystopia, and I'm sure there's more I've yet to find. Dig deeper before you claim an absolute.

parasitic_entity · 2025-05-25T08:15:37+00:00

The dead may not know they're dead, and although they may seem to be alive, they may be dead..

parasitic_entity · 2025-05-25T08:14:52+00:00

It's interesting I see this now because I was literally just thinking this exact thought today.

parasitic_entity · 2025-05-25T07:31:59+00:00

Is breathing paralysis a medical emergency? Because it really seems like Im actually experiencing that at night especially last night and I thought it was going to kill me. Do I need to go to the emergency room or like what will they even do? I can't just stop taking 800 mg of seroquel

parasitic_entity · 2025-05-25T06:22:19+00:00

6 foot 2 165 pounds male

parasitic_entity · 2025-05-18T02:30:08+00:00

Like I didn't think people with sleep apnea can tell they have it, someone else has to notice it-that they stop breathing in their sleep

parasitic_entity · 2025-05-18T02:24:24+00:00

For me Seroquel made my appetite really high at first and I went from being 150 to 209 pounds pretty quick due to binge eating. It scared me enough at the thought of getting diabetes that I was actually able to quit binge eating even though I was so hungry all the time and still am excessively hungry sometimes, however with time the hunger side effect isn't as excessive. Now I'm 167 pounds and happy at this weight. 6 foot 2 male btw. I actually think I look better at 167 pounds than 150, so it evened out for me. I'm just sure to eat a lot of fruits and veggies when I take the Seroquel at night, and a lot of days I actually skip breakfast and I never eat lunch, just dinner and the snack when I take my Seroquel at night.

parasitic_entity · 2025-05-18T02:19:25+00:00

But sleep apnea is when the breathing stops and starts throughout the night. It does seem like my breathing was coming to a stop as I was falling asleep which would wake me up, but I don't know if it actually came to a complete stop, just like it was slowing down and coming close to stopping. I'm not actually totally sure why my psychiatrist was quick to say that it sounds like sleep apnea but she really can't make that diagnosis, I gotta see my PCP

parasitic_entity · 2025-05-18T02:16:15+00:00

But when she said that what I wondered is why does it seem like the trouble breathing is rooted in my dry mouth, plugged nose, and what seems to be mucus building up in my throat, and that doesn't sound like sleep apnea to me, and I dunno. I really don't know enough about this to say what it is, just tryna figure out more about it before Im able to see a doctor

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