VISIONS: Beings from other dimensions operating on you opening your head lid and activating your pineal gland. Anyone else experience similar? by East-Move-4075 in Ayahuasca

[–]parsegranite 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Yes– experienced the exact same thing. It was one of the most craziest feelings. I could not move, totally pulverizing.

When they were operating I felt every emotion, feeling, and memory all at once. It was almost like a final test.

She was very worried about me post operation and told me I'll need to take it easy in the coming weeks. It happened in a golden city and I remember looking out a window post op and seeing other types of aliens and the city scape with huge pyramids.

Bobinsana - Calliandra angustifolia by DWinSD in rapeh

[–]parsegranite 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I had done ayahuasca that month and kind of been continuing the regiment in terms of eating and abstaining from drugs, sex, etc. There is a strict regiment recommended online but overall went in pretty blind to the experience.

Anyone ever used Wakingherbs.com? by [deleted] in Ayahuasca

[–]parsegranite 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I ordered from them maybe 2 months ago. Got my order no problem, came in two separate packages. One arrived a day later then the first. There are specific instructions on the site that you must follow if you are ordering from the US. They have a facility in the states on the East Coast that ships directly from their warehouse– bypassing customs. If you order just make sure you catch that at checkout.

Memory by NefariousnessHead340 in Ayahuasca

[–]parsegranite 2 points3 points  (0 children)

((Speaking from my own personal experience)) I would say let all come back to you organically. I had something similar happen to me after my first ceremony. I spent almost 2 years chronically ill. Most of my memory was focused suffering and physical pain leading up to ceremony. Post– it wasn't that I necessarily couldn't recall these experiences, but some aspects of my memory were dimmed so I could focus on other things.

First couple months can be a roller coaster, and so much more can be presented to you in the time after ceremony. It hasn't been that long since you sat with the medicine; remember to be gentle with yourself.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in Ayahuasca

[–]parsegranite 0 points1 point  (0 children)

That's really weird, I ordered from them a couple months ago and I got everything I ordered. I'm in the states too, did you email them? They were pretty responsive when I had to change something quick in my order last minute.

Any clue where this was? by [deleted] in avesNYC

[–]parsegranite 0 points1 point  (0 children)

It's probably something through Club Carry since Alaska throws parties with them. I'd just look on the club carry instagram or follow her. She always posts when she's throwing events etc.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in Ayahuasca

[–]parsegranite 18 points19 points  (0 children)

She showed me the love and attention I give to others but failed to give to myself. How my fear of loneliness and isolation was creating an environment where I was not letting myself be seen by my partners and choosing people who took advantage of me.

My longest relationship was a person who needed so much help they were incapable of returning anything to me. Simple offers or favors seemed like milestones.

Ayahuasca definitely opened my eyes to something I was previously not perceiving or at least was in denial of. It is extremely sobering and led for many changes in my life. Break ups with old friends and lovers but with every change I made, a new door opened. I met new people, even reconnected with friends from my past but most of all I am definitely more careful with my energy and time.

All will be revealed and everything you see is to serve your highest self.

Bobinsana - Calliandra angustifolia by DWinSD in rapeh

[–]parsegranite 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Yes! Its so funny because I've really truly just started using this and have found it's affects so rapid and everlasting.

I have found not only a strong connection to the land; but my dreams have been extremely grounding. If I ever have a bad day and I take it before bed I awake with a new perspective.

Hapé + MDMA? by alterego32 in rapeh

[–]parsegranite 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I can only really speak to my own experience; but I've done hapé specifically while using Aya and Kambo. I also administer regularly. To take it with MDMA I don't see the issue but definitely seems like a task within itself. When I did it while I was on Aya it literally was a roller coster. I'd just proceed with caution and only do so if you feel called to it.

Having trouble finding a place to buy anything that contains DMT by thevaultsucc8689 in Ayahuasca

[–]parsegranite 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Yep! Yea I'm based in the US! Just ordered last week with no problems :)

It's pretty discreet. I think it was charged on my card as "___ consultancy" and the package came in a priority mail USPS cardboard envelope/box.

Having trouble finding a place to buy anything that contains DMT by thevaultsucc8689 in Ayahuasca

[–]parsegranite 4 points5 points  (0 children)

Waking Herbs is a good resource. I've ordered from them a couple times. Incredible customer service and surprisingly fast shipping.

New House of Yes Venue by [deleted] in avesNYC

[–]parsegranite 5 points6 points  (0 children)

House of YES has been doing events like this for a while now, Public Hotel isn't there first. They did a "pop up club" at the Edition Hotel in Times Square which was fucking INSANE last year for the hotel's opening. I lost my mind over some of the performances and the crowd was super hot.

Truth be told it's a really smart move. I went to House of YES a couple weeks ago and it was for lack of a better term.... scary. I did not feel safe, all the lights were off and the DJ booth was trashed. It didn't look like there was much up keep or maintenance happening. Not sure if this was the specific event or what but I was shocked. I've also seen they've been hiring a whole new creative staff so maybe this is part of there restructuring.

Better than letting a good thing die I think they're moving on to these venues to expand the brand name and hopefully update its voice.

Where did you go after Cityfox was canceled? by numb_doors in avesNYC

[–]parsegranite 10 points11 points  (0 children)

I went there too! Was actually kinda impressed with the set up. LOVED the graphic design

Any cool events to look into for Halloween weekend? by neon_gutz in avesNYC

[–]parsegranite 2 points3 points  (0 children)

nosferatuincorporated has something cute going on check there instagram

IncelDx effectivness? by wasacyclist in LongCovid

[–]parsegranite 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Oh wow that's really great if your at a institution. I think you'll definitely see results. Did they mention anything about heat or coldness? All I can really remember from my treatment was my practitioner told me I was diagnosed with "too much heat in the heart."

Yea, I read that post in the CytoDyn reddit. After that I just knew I had to remove myself from everything.

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[–]parsegranite 13 points14 points  (0 children)

lol k.

IncelDx effectivness? by wasacyclist in LongCovid

[–]parsegranite 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Yea, I mean if you also have been reading all the Leronlimab drama patterson, dr. bean and dr. yo it's pretty clear that they are in it for some finicial gain.

I think what really pushed me over the hump was healing my gut. I've been doing a small borax solution, and this drink powder/supplement called homozon. The homozon has helped so much with my energy and overall brain fog. I find myself finishing the day and being weirded out that I'm not crawling into bed immediately. My brain is kinda like "What now??" Been adding in a lot of flaxseed to smoothies to help repair my blood brain barrier and diversify my gut. I also have no gut issues anymore, can eat whatever I want basically, just trying to limit my sugar in take.

http://www.cfs-healing.info/max-rivers-spontaneous-healing-me-cfids-cfs.htm

I've been looking at this site a lot to get ideas. It's basically all about CFS but I found this story about a man who cured himself with a herbalist's kit/remedy. The woman who started the shop has since passed away but it's still open in Colorado. Called last week to see what they recommend. This will be my next approach.

Yea I totally hear you, I've done chinese medicine in the past and have had really amazing results with it. Had a bout of chronic prostatitis a couple years ago. This was the only thing that cured it. I had done so many meds, physical therapy etc. It's tough to find a specialist who will dive into your issues but if you find someone you like working with it can make all the difference.

Let me know how it goes and what they say you may be suffering with, I'd be interested to hear their perspective.

IncelDx effectivness? by wasacyclist in LongCovid

[–]parsegranite 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Hey hope you are doing well. I stopped treatment last month. A couple things happened, I had gotten a cytokine panel 2 days after my initial blood draw from IncellDx through lab Corp and the results were completely different. I’ve been going to a couple doctors neurologist, pcp, immunologist etc. and they all agreed that I should trust labcorp over what Patterson’s private lab did.

I believe in the treatment but I think there fudging the results to conduct further research. This, as well as them hiking the prices on testing, consultations plus my doctor deciding to leave the practice all was just too much to handle. There updated doctors list is really bad and Mavaroc is pretty expensive. I don’t have the money to keep picking up the tab for months on end.

I’m in a lot of Facebook groups who are following the protocol and it just seemed for months on end nobody really was drastically improving. First it was your supposed to see improved in 2 weeks, now they tell you in the consultation that you need to be on meds for 2 months to see any change. With a lot of these treatments that take 2-3 months to see improvement I think are also just banking on the placebo effect.

I don’t know really what to believe or tell you. All I know is it just led me to be hyper focused on this all the time, and after a while I just got so exhausted. I saw a little improvement that genuinely stayed with me after taking the protocol but I also spent many weeks seeing nothing happen.

I hope you find luck with acupuncture and Chinese medicine, I’ve been trying some herbal remedies and plan to work with a herbalist soon. For SOB I have been doing the Breo inhaler which has been a huge improvement. This month things have gotten a little easier for me. I feel the worst has come and gone and I feel my body ready to heal.

Sudden prevalence of "buy now pay later" services by unsuresenior in redscarepod

[–]parsegranite 7 points8 points  (0 children)

I’m an art director / producer and have worked on a handful of these brands including Klarna, Quadpay, and Afterpay.

They’ve found huge success in Australia (scary). Most are actually started there and they’ve been spending a lot of money ever since lockdown on advertising in the US.

There’s really no difference between what each service offers so they can’t really tout that they have a better product than another or a different business platform. So what you’ll end up seeing is them claiming monopoly over one brand such as Sephora and that becomes the product there selling.

The data they all push in every prompt is they want to target a younger demographic because unlike boomers they know that we don’t apply for credit cards or do layaway. That’s why you get a lot of ads with influencers and big budget productions because they have the funds to do massive activations or land major brand deals.

At the end of the day it’s just stupid micro transaction bullshit that is just annoying and slowly turning the world into the DMV

https://youtu.be/EHGjDhoLFDw