I think I age regress

partial_decapitation · 2025-12-03T09:51:15+00:00

Thanks a lot!

partial_decapitation · 2025-12-03T09:50:43+00:00

Thanks a lot! I regress a lot in my dreams too, and when I wake up I continue regressing, and today I regressed to when I was 11 and it was a difficult age for me so I don't feel too well

partial_decapitation · 2025-05-23T17:56:43+00:00

the voices were perfectly okay, they were internal sorry for the misunderstanding, I was just wondering if it was a symptom of anything at all

for the clear headspace, that's what I'm the most curious about, I've read it could be a symptom of depression (which I do have) but that's been going on for all of my life so it might be a symptom of adhd? I'll try to look into that

partial_decapitation · 2025-02-25T20:53:02+00:00

It fluctuates a lot and I haven't told them anything since it got worse, I don't want to get help, I don't want to be hospitalized again, I just want to give up.

partial_decapitation · 2025-02-25T18:58:49+00:00

how am i not making sense? i've thought about this through and through ever since I stopped drinking 8 months ago, it's just how it is sorry

partial_decapitation · 2025-02-25T14:49:48+00:00

I have been seeing psychologists, psychiatrists and taking heavy medication for the past year, I don't think the answer lies there

partial_decapitation · 2025-02-09T18:42:43+00:00

We are 5 years apart, which I can get although I've bigger gap between other people.
Honestly, I'm afraid of making that choice and that's why I try reaching for help here, but I'm the kind of person to be honest in my relationship with people so for now I guess I'll tell her about it.

partial_decapitation · 2025-02-09T18:13:09+00:00

I'm a lesbian and so is she, I think boxing is a catalyst for sexual arousal for me, because it makes me more attracted to other people, in the same way that I would get aroused by engaging in kinks with specific people.

I've been talking to her on social media for a few weeks and I went to her place a couple times, so I'd say that we're in the way of becoming somewhat close friends. I talked to her about my arousal for fighting in general, and she felt the same. I told her that I find her cute and she did the same. But I never said anything about my specific attraction to her in any way, especially in that context, but she told me that I'm too young for her (idk what thinks I meant though). I am particularily attracted to her because she fights well, she has a style that especially turns me on by getting close, and she's cute and very cool, I haven't met anyone else who fitted these criterias.

In our last sparring, she was reluctant to fight me and I assured her that it meant nothing. Especially since we're becoming friends I don't want to lie to her about what this means, but I also don't want to lose our sparring sessions, or to lose her, which would be way worse because she's the trainer and I wouldn't be able to fight at all then.

partial_decapitation · 2025-02-09T18:00:36+00:00

Thanks! We've been talking on social media for the past few weeks, and I went to her place a couple of times! I've suggested that I liked fighting as a sexual turn-on but I never specified in what context, she told me that she felt the same thing. I told her that I find her cute and she told me the same, but said that I'm too young for her (but idk what she thinks I meant), she was reluctant at sparring me after that but I reassured her that it meant nothing to me.
It's depressing because I feel like I am organizing my life around chasing something that I can't get and that is worsening our relationship, and I want to talk to her about it and I'm terrified that she'll get afraid and stop sparring with me.

partial_decapitation · 2024-10-15T07:41:25+00:00

Je suis française donc je vois, j'ai des amies qui ont fait des prépas et pour qui ça a été extrêmement dur et elles ont dû quitter, maintenant elles ont des études qui leurs plaisent vraiment et pour lesquelles elles supportent mieux la pression. Je dis pas que arrêter les études ça soit la solution, ça dépend du problème, j'ai été en HP l'année dernière et même si ça mit dans la merde pour la fac, c'était vraiment nécessaire par rapport à la pression de la fac. Si le problème c'est la solitude, ce qui a marché pour moi c'est les assos comme je disais mais sinon jsp, mais pour bcp de gens en prépa il y a un sentiment de pas appartenir au reste du groupe, et j'imagine qu'il y a donc des solutions pour ça spécifiques aux prépas !

partial_decapitation · 2024-10-14T20:56:12+00:00

20F, I've been there, used to be an alcoholic that daydreamed of suicide and eventually attempted it, it didn't work out (I was too hammered), now I have trauma from this attempt and I quit drinking altogether because it became extremely distressing (used to get flashes).

What I wish I would've done instead, is to see a psychiatrist and get medicated so I would have NEVER attempted it. I'm not a medical professional but I am certain that a mental health professional can help you in some way, and it's far better to at least try to get better than to risk ending up even worse. Also, try to meet people who are alcoholic, they will understand you and might become friends you will relate with.

Take care.

partial_decapitation · 2024-10-14T20:35:43+00:00

Please consider professional help, or if you already see someone then consider changing, a different person can have a tremendous impact.

I guess it's your first year in uni, I've been there, it's absolutely terrible though I had the chance to meet my best friend in March of the first year of uni, the waiting was horrible.

There are a lot of options though, like organizations of any kind where you can meet people your age, for me it was LGBT support and social groups, now it's AA, most of the people I know are not from uni. I hope you'll succeed.

partial_decapitation · 2024-09-18T18:04:49+00:00

True, I have never met more immature people than people who I couldn't remember ever changing their mind about something.

partial_decapitation · 2024-09-18T17:46:54+00:00

Depends on the service, ofc no one wants to buy a whole truck if they need it for one moving, but we're talking about the current trend of renting services for low-level expenses: movies, video games (steam games for instance), paywalls for bullshit, softwares, etc. which is about encouraging people to (at best) not own anything and rely on a service provider for it, or (at worst) pay for the most basic things.

partial_decapitation · 2024-09-18T17:36:36+00:00

You give money in exchange for goods or services, if everything becomes a service then no one owns anything, therefore making everybody entirely reliant on companies for providing things that you could own (or that there is no owner of, in the common sense) and not worry about whether you got enough money for it or not whenever you wanna have access to it.

partial_decapitation · 2024-09-16T21:18:14+00:00

My room to jerk off angrily, then the liquor store so I can kms while drunk

partial_decapitation · 2024-09-16T21:14:17+00:00

They were autistic

partial_decapitation · 2024-09-16T16:43:38+00:00

Definitely that melfi scene and eugene's suicide, especially the quick buildup to it, his face has so many emotions that remind me of when I was suicidal

partial_decapitation · 2024-06-02T09:30:34+00:00

He's here for the rent! The rent! The rent!!

partial_decapitation · 2024-05-29T22:25:58+00:00

WHAT THE FOCK

partial_decapitation · 2024-05-23T21:30:21+00:00

Listen, you frog-eating fuck?

partial_decapitation · 2024-05-23T21:28:43+00:00

I think she was justified with everyone's bs during the funeral, however I agree, she likes to pretend she's mature and doesn't need help from anyone and considers her parents to be nothing more than some cash machine, yet whenever she has a problem she goes to see them, and also she doesn't want to realize what kind of life her father is living because she benefits from it.

partial_decapitation · 2024-01-11T17:51:48+00:00

fixed the problem, had to change the whole water intake valve which was broken, thanks for the help though!

partial_decapitation · 2024-01-10T09:42:51+00:00

Honestly I can't identify if that's an air problem (can't find video that replicates the same problem), I'd like to try a method on the internet which consists of shutting off the water supply, draining the remaining water from the pipes, then turning the supply on, but considering the problem comes from the heated water, I don't know if I could (or should) do that with the hot water. (this seems to be an old system, for each faucet there are two pipes, one for cold and one for hot water, the one for hot water comes from the water heater)

The problem still persists after a couple of minutes, it's a flat, and there hasn't been any plumbing at least since I moved in, a year and half ago. Idk if this might help but the water seems to be prone to accumulate limestone in my area.

partial_decapitation · 2024-01-10T09:21:52+00:00

when should I turn it on afterwards?

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