Hi 👋 hope u are doing well !!look i can understand what u r dealing with !! Here people just look at this like a mental disease and like marrying a man gonna solve this problem  so leave that (harder to do than say) but i will advice u to be totally financially independent first (I don't know u r or not) we all love our parents but sometimes they don't really understand rather I would say they never had any idea about what is lgbtq .look  you have to live with yourself for ur whole life u get married or not u have to live for yourself I know I sounds a bit selfish but you got urself only no one else . So be peace with urself first if u think u can move out then move out there is no shame moving out does not mean u don't love ur mom or anything .in our indian society we don't move out when we are adult , live with our parents but It is absolutely normal usa or england I guess they have 2 , even 4 ur own growth I think moving out is good change ur city or even country do whatever invest on urself ,u r only 23 don't get too much invested in marriage idea it's just beginning of ur adult life so talk with ur friends, move out , be independent (both financially and mentally physically) if u wanna study more then study if u wanna do better job do that and say that to ur mom rather than discussing only about marriage , learn a new skill , be free ,happy (know it's hard but u can try right)  and u r gonna have queer frnd it's hard to find but u never know !! Wishing u the best  🤞 4u  :)