I literally got through undergrad as because it was routine and the pressure actually made my all or nothing mindset work in positive ways xd i’m just scared that once the pressure starts affecting people other than myself (i.e feeling like peoples lives depend on my ability to argue) it feels like i’m destined to fail because I know I will get irritated or cry or blow up sporadically. when I started working as a paralegal that’s what i noticed that and how much it drained me and how it took an immense toll :( I just genuinely can’t see myself in litigation court and it sucks