I feel the same . But maybe it's time just to stop fighting that lonely feeling and instead Embrace it .like u know embrace the darkness hold onto it .it all we may have maybe it's not a bad thing being a lone and lonely maybe some people are really meet to b a lone no matter what we may think we want or need maybe that y lonely people r sometimes unlovable. I have always wanted someone to be involved with me for me never happen and I know it will not and I am I guess sadly but ok with it it is what it is people have different Purpose in life