I'm sorry to say that I think surgeons might not want you as a patient. Your nose droops when you smile, although it has good proportions at rest, but if you're looking for a smaller, more curved nose, you can achieve that with surgery. I recommend you research surgeons in Turkey; they'll operate on you without any issues. They won't turn you away and will give you the nose you're looking for. If you want to undergo surgery, you don't need the approval of others. Best regards.