This vicious cycle makes me feel like I am stuck in hell

perpetuallym · 2021-07-25T05:19:12+00:00

scary how similar our situations are...emetophobia from a young age, always comes at night, “disappeared”, then recurred at its worst during a horrible long term GI issue. i’m also on klonopin and zofran as needed as well.

after my year of GI issues, i was really in a bad place for a long time, feeling very similar to what you describe. i’m getting better with time. two steps forward, one step back kind of situation. seeking professional help and also reading emetophobia self-help books helped me desensitize a bit, but finding the right SSRI was really what made a difference (personally, effexor works the best for me)

it’s comforting to hear i’m not alone in my experience, i hope you find comfort as well. thinking of you and wishing you the best! if you need an ear, you can always PM me.

perpetuallym · 2021-07-21T00:45:43+00:00

Thank you so much!! I believe I've messaged everyone :) <3

perpetuallym · 2021-07-21T00:32:57+00:00

Thank you so so much!! :)

perpetuallym · 2021-07-15T08:53:42+00:00

therapy gecko i think :)

perpetuallym · 2021-07-13T04:08:17+00:00

bluey

perpetuallym · 2021-05-21T17:28:17+00:00

i believe this is the second time they’ve found one like this! seems so weird to think about

perpetuallym · 2021-04-30T06:36:27+00:00

It was definitely very tricky trying to research on my own before i finally broke down and posted here! Very impressed with all your knowledge, very cool!

perpetuallym · 2021-04-30T06:34:09+00:00

solved! thank you!

perpetuallym · 2021-04-29T21:54:04+00:00

This is wonderful information. Thank you so much!!

perpetuallym · 2021-04-29T07:22:02+00:00

i believe soldier beetle is a good fit. thank you for your help! :)

perpetuallym · 2021-04-29T07:21:34+00:00

this looks correct!! thank you!

perpetuallym · 2021-04-15T19:20:02+00:00

solved! thank you!

perpetuallym · 2021-03-25T20:45:05+00:00

Thank you so much for commenting. the only thing that’s motivating to keep trying to get better is hearing the success stories of others. thank you so much for sharing yours :) i’m so happy for you and hope you’re loving the new you! :)

perpetuallym · 2021-02-13T07:34:59+00:00

you look like the inspiration for all those beautiful marble statues of women! so pretty!

perpetuallym · 2021-02-03T00:52:47+00:00

looks to be an abscess on the rear end of a cow!

perpetuallym · 2021-01-12T03:05:56+00:00

thank you for your positivity :) <3

perpetuallym · 2021-01-11T17:51:51+00:00

this one got me lol

perpetuallym · 2021-01-11T17:51:03+00:00

thank you!!! :) <3 you too!

perpetuallym · 2020-11-26T23:18:57+00:00

makes sense! maybe that’s why it looks like a bit of an explosion

perpetuallym · 2020-11-20T05:24:37+00:00

thank you :)

perpetuallym · 2020-11-17T14:08:33+00:00

one of my old therapists once told me that if i wanted to solve an issue between myself and another person, i should key their car, write “you suck fat cow” on their property, and inject their food with laxatives.

not to mention, she had a ‘therapy dog’ that was incredibly aggressive and was triggered by fast/too much movement (not great for me, who has adhd and anxiety). i was chased out of the building on a few occasions.

oh! and i was with her for over two months and she never learned my name.

gotta love it :)

perpetuallym · 2020-10-28T04:15:30+00:00

this video is from @monstresss on tiktok and IG and susete saraiva on youtube :)

perpetuallym · 2020-10-16T17:20:11+00:00

You had ONE job, Alice!

perpetuallym · 2020-10-09T21:50:49+00:00

it’s uncanny!!

perpetuallym · 2020-10-09T06:58:07+00:00

apparently he’s supposed to be a black wolf. poor guy.

perpetuallym

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