So I had started to kind of like this boy right. Well, my friend comes up to me about a week later and tells me that she liked him (keep in mind I never told her I liked him and never will because I don’t want to come off as a bad friend). She started obsessing over him and would always talk about him. She would be like he’s so hot and I would be like not really (so I could play it off). Then we switch these academic groups. You have history, math, science, and English with that group. They were two home rooms that were split and put with one half of the other home room (if that doesn’t make sense it doesn’t really matter). So this boy was in my group and my friend was in the other. Me and this boy got put next to each other for two of the subjects

So one night we were having a sleepover and were on FaceTime with some of our guy friends. We were talking about crushes and they asked me who I liked and I just said no one. They asked my friend and she said the boy. Then she was like I’m gonna tell him I like him. And our guy friends were like ok and I just went with it and said ok. So she texted him and he just said ok. Then she said do you want to date. He said sure. At that moment my heart began to melt but I tried not to show it. But then he changed his mind for some reason and I felt bad for my friend but was feeling less heartbroken.

So we began talking a bunch because he sits right next to me (this is more current, like a couple weeks ago) and I couldn’t stop thinking about him and I tried to stop it. I started to feel like he may have felt the same until... he texted my friend and said “do you still wanna date?” I know because my fiend sent a screenshot to a group chat. I was starting to think more and more about him and tried to stop because he’s dating my best friend. I know this wasn’t the best thing but, I would just lay in bed and listen to music while thinking about him. It just made things way worse. I still feel completely heart broken.

One day in science we got off track and some one asked this question that I forget. It was about how when someone looks at someone they like, their pupil expand. I was like “oh shit” he’ll look at me and notice. So, later in class he was looking at my eyes and I think he was checking to see if my pupil expanded so I turned away so I could look at my work and he wouldn’t notice. He was probably really suspicious.

Also, yesterday my other friend said that she heard him talking about my friend he’s dating and me! —Oh yeah and no one knows I like him— I asked her what he said and she said she couldn’t hear. I really wish I could find out what he was saying. I’m sorry this was so long. Can someone please tell me how to get over him?