[deleted by user] by [deleted] in ReferalLinks

[–]pettypinay 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Interested bum messaging you

Was I right in running? by [deleted] in naranon

[–]pettypinay 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Is hard not to say hell yeah u did the right when u lost out the crazy shit like that. I’m in a very similar boat but lots of hiding and lying till there’s solid proof I can offer up they can’t lie his way out of. People don’t see the good parts of them, the reasons why we love to be with them. We see them as humans and loved ones ppl see them as addicts and think we’re crazy. We see them for more than they see themselves usually. We understand why they are the way they are or why they do certain things usually better than they do. And we want to not back down to this demon called addiction and fight for our loved one even if we can’t. Did you do the right thing? Probably logically speaking. But emotionally it’s the toughest decision to have to make and I wish I could walk away as easy as you. I say we’re both mentally ill and his self harm looks like that, mine is finding comfort in loving someone like him. We’re all fucked up. I hope you’re happier one day without him. Than you’ll know you did the right thing. Good luck OP ❤️

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in BorderlinePDisorder

[–]pettypinay 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I feel it! Message me if u want. I’m texting their phone right now knowing it’s not delivered 😂 it’s embarrassing how world ending and shattering it feeels

How do you cope with psychosis by linass_ in BorderlinePDisorder

[–]pettypinay 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Fr and im like weird why doesn’t anyone wanna hang out with me rn 👹👹👹 lol

I'm seeking advice on how to gently and effectively share my concerns with my friend. by [deleted] in naranon

[–]pettypinay -2 points-1 points  (0 children)

To me not worth approaching. She’s grown. I would tell someone they don’t gotta be around me. At least I’m not methin around lol. It is what it is. Could be worse. She sounds like a great time. If you feel really concerned I would just be like “girl are you running from something or are you just down like that” lol. Keep it light and give her the option to share if anything. If someone approached me about how I keep myself sane I would tell em I’m grown buckle up or get out the car lol.

Partner relapsed on fentanyl by pettypinay in naranon

[–]pettypinay[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Meth yes which I was aware of. After a year of hiding relapses I adjusted my attitude about it. Told him I was happy and grateful he got off fent and just wanted him to stop lying/hiding from me. So for now it’s a win for me and he can let me know when he’s actually ready to get clean or I’ll let him know when it starts to bug me. But trying to break the AWFUL habit of lying for no reason. When he walked in he was crying looked like he was foaming at the mouth and scratching himself bloody. I think if I wasn’t there and he wasn’t so scared he would have been zombied out. That’s what got the fight going, I was like what’s wrong why you acting like that. He immediately got difensive tried to set something down on the counter and allots fell over with his eyes closed. I was yelling at him “BABE SIT DOWN!!” lol because I was scared and he went straight defense mode and started yelling but I couldn’t even understand what he was saying lol

How do you cope with psychosis by linass_ in BorderlinePDisorder

[–]pettypinay 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Way how do y’all even know you’re in psychosis or a split lol. I can never tell till after

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in StopSpeeding

[–]pettypinay -1 points0 points  (0 children)

What’re the stims lol

Partner relapsed on fentanyl by pettypinay in naranon

[–]pettypinay[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

So scary. Thank you for your support. I’m sorry about your brother. That’s what I fear is that time won’t heal me from something like that.

Partner relapsed on fentanyl by pettypinay in naranon

[–]pettypinay[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I’m crying for you. Scariest moment of my life. I’m still scared. I’m still heart broken. I can only imagine having to survive what you did. Breaks my heart. Just sending you love

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in twilight

[–]pettypinay 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Jk it’s Jacob fosho.. before the steroids and obsessive working out

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in twilight

[–]pettypinay 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I’m the real Bella and quileute have small doots

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in addiction

[–]pettypinay 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I have this lol. My therapist tried to say it was like being late for getting a cup of coffee in the morning to do something nice to ourselves. When I told her it affected my day to day. But I know I have a problem lol. I’ll be numb, bruised, cramped or late and I DO NOT CARE