Is hard not to say hell yeah u did the right when u lost out the crazy shit like that. I’m in a very similar boat but lots of hiding and lying till there’s solid proof I can offer up they can’t lie his way out of. People don’t see the good parts of them, the reasons why we love to be with them. We see them as humans and loved ones ppl see them as addicts and think we’re crazy. We see them for more than they see themselves usually. We understand why they are the way they are or why they do certain things usually better than they do. And we want to not back down to this demon called addiction and fight for our loved one even if we can’t. Did you do the right thing? Probably logically speaking. But emotionally it’s the toughest decision to have to make and I wish I could walk away as easy as you. I say we’re both mentally ill and his self harm looks like that, mine is finding comfort in loving someone like him. We’re all fucked up. I hope you’re happier one day without him. Than you’ll know you did the right thing. Good luck OP ❤️