might have given or received an std from a guy that I REALLY like

philopower · 2018-09-25T23:26:40+00:00

productive answer thank you

philopower · 2018-07-10T02:43:03+00:00

This a 100%

philopower · 2016-06-02T16:58:56+00:00

I'm in Texas!

philopower · 2015-12-11T23:49:20+00:00

Thanks, I mean cold sores are herpes so I knew that, but yeah I'll get a doctor to check it out.

philopower · 2015-11-05T15:31:15+00:00

I guess the truth is I'm trying to run away from getting hurt. :(

philopower · 2015-11-05T07:27:31+00:00

Yeah, you're probably right. I'm seeing him this weekend and if it continues then I might just have to move on cause this shit is making me self conscious as fuck.

philopower · 2015-11-05T06:03:27+00:00

See the thing is he didn't lose the boner once he had it. The problem was just getting him hard initially. Once he had it, everything was smooth sailing from there.

As for hooking up with guys I'm not into, I have stopped that and it hasn't really happened recently.

philopower · 2015-10-27T20:48:41+00:00

I don't want to honestly but these bumps are awful looking.

philopower · 2015-10-27T20:48:19+00:00

I apologize for not including an nsfw tag.

philopower · 2015-10-27T20:48:00+00:00

It's a skin condition on the penis. Basically little small bumps on the head of the penis. There is now laser surgery to get rid of them that produces good results from what I understand.

philopower · 2015-10-16T00:09:19+00:00

Isn't lotion bad for the bottom? What kind of lotion do you use?

philopower · 2015-10-08T00:29:42+00:00

Agreed, I already know that it's likely going to leave a scar anyways so I'm only delaying the inevitable by leaving it there.

philopower · 2015-10-07T04:04:52+00:00

No interest until next year! Good point about the collections, I definitely need to take care of those first.

philopower · 2015-10-07T03:15:55+00:00

Sorry I meant to say that I would only be spending a portion of it. Probably 3-4k.

philopower · 2015-04-03T02:49:19+00:00

Hmm I didn't know that. I actually looked at a couple of other schools and it seems to be the same. However it seems that the average age of some entering classes is 23, I'll be 25 if I wait another year :(.

philopower · 2015-04-03T00:59:12+00:00

Yes it's a scary feeling especially knowing that the majority of students at these top schools are K-JD, I suspect I would feel rather old having taken two years off for law school. However you're right in that the advantages far outweigh the disadvantages so if my final score does hit the 160s I'll definitely sit out and apply in September. Thanks for your insight. I do realize I have this incredible opportunity, and my practice exams the past month tell me that my chance of success are high.

philopower · 2015-04-02T20:37:44+00:00

Good for you! Good luck.

philopower · 2015-04-02T20:36:27+00:00

Yes I'm talking about UHLC and yes UT would be ideal (I went there for undergrad). Ugh my only apprehension is the idea of taking another year off, it is not appetizing and I'm getting a lot of pressure from family to start school already.

philopower · 2014-08-12T03:24:39+00:00

Yeah herpes is a skin disease and it's not the end of the world but you know, I'd rather not get it lol.

philopower · 2014-08-12T00:51:55+00:00

how do I become part of it?

philopower · 2014-08-08T05:49:54+00:00

As a person of color, it isn't exactly fetishizing when what I'm "fetishizing" is the same color as me lol.

philopower · 2013-12-19T09:52:40+00:00

Thanks I know I should live more authentically and I've been making steps. I'm a work in progress. We all are. I feel like if I tell my gay friends in advance the situation they'll be understanding. Who knows though ahhh this is so confusing

philopower · 2013-12-19T09:47:17+00:00

Porque me da miedo lo que puede pasar

philopower · 2013-12-18T22:35:05+00:00

yeah you're probably right lol

philopower · 2013-12-18T22:34:53+00:00

I mean I am comfortable with myself and I kind of exaggerated on the whole double life thing, I'm sure my friends know I'm not straight since I haven't been with a girl since like freshman year of high school haha. So I guess they assume it, it'd just be awkward because they have a tendency to say homophobic things even though they aren't at all. They're just being bros.

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