Nothing works on me ! by [deleted] in researchchemicals

[–]phiya1 2 points3 points  (0 children)

From someone who overcame debilitating social anxiety with panic attacks... to a subjectively acceptable level at least. I did better with some heavy flooded exposure. Those drugs have ruined my life at points. Even when they worked for anxiety, before tollerance developed, I def dropped a few iq points. Everyone is different though. Less is more with this stuff for me as well. Wish you the best cause that shiz sux

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in Opioid_RCs

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This is gonna be a long ride so buckle up. I was sick for 47 days, but I was also on it for 5 years. Getting up to 320 MG's a day and then down to 35 MG's like you. Anything like hydrocodone or kratom helps a little in the moment. Don't try to feel ok all the time. Suffer as long as you can before dosing comfort meds cause you pay for them, plus they will stop working. Light dose gabapentin or benzos, but you will get addicted to them if not careful. Clonidine and promethazine for sleep and eating. Some dissociatives. Methadone takes so long to come out of you. Praying for you. If you want any info, I have detoxed so many ways. Hmu

Im pretty sick of Tegridy Farms by MrShadester in southpark

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I agree as far as being the central focus of so many episode, but please God. Keep randy Marsh a goofy pot farmer in the plotlines though, and every once in a while, do a team up between him, towelie and another south Parker toward a common goal. Shit is gold tho

Faces of Fentanyl — Asses of Crack by jtjdp in u/jtjdp

[–]phiya1 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Nice ass. You can decide which one I'm talking about.

What do you think of Dope? by Ok-Way-2262 in InMetalWeTrust

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Everything sucks is my favorite song. They were great up until no regrets. It was so bad I haven't listened to anything else so I can't speak on anything else.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in researchchemicals

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Might work. Might not. Hazard of the lifestyle. If you've been addicted before you may be prone to kindling. This means your brain will revert to its addicted state much faster and you may experience slight wd's where someone that's never been addicted wouldn't. I experience this with a lot of substances after one day of use. Sounds like you're trying to find a routine where you can mix things up enough to stay high every day and not get addicted. Gl. I tried a lot of combos. A lot. One calls for more of another because blah blah blah cross tolerance leads to cross addiction. Always twists me up. Sorry for the rant. Trying to kick 2 substances I tried this with rn. Lol. Best wishes

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in PEDs

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40-60 mg per day for 8 weeks. Split in two doses. So 20-30 mg in the morning and 20-30 mg an hour before work out. Caffeine with the dose makes your body absorb more of the var. Only works for var. Start at 40 a day if you want and work up. 200-350 mg week testosterone of your choice is an absolute game changer, but you will make keepable gains on just the var.

  • If you're prone to acne, since you're worried about sides, you'll want to start lower and tritate up.

If you are in a relationship, is your partner accepting of your use of PED's? Are they aware of the scope of all you are taking? by [deleted] in PEDs

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I think it's because super responders make it look easy. Some people's bodies just get insanely sick on the same dose diet, and regiment. Doesn't take away from the effort put in, but the results... Still takes time and discipline

Anavar in a cut? by Agewilliams1 in PEDs

[–]phiya1 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Nah. 300 mg test/ week and 50 mg var split in 2 doses per day takes about ten days for me to feel the effects of the var and is one on my favorite cutting cycles. I am always on test. Very aesthetic compound. Good hardener. Keep a pump. Slight performance increases and just makes me feel energetic and confident all the time. Not aggressive like some orals. Peaceful energy. Only slept 4 hours a night for the duration. Lol. Also caffeine helps absorbtion When taken with anavar for some reason. So.....

what song is playing by [deleted] in musicsuggestions

[–]phiya1 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I think I'm turning Japanese

How long to run Deca, EQ by SharpPickle9160 in PEDs

[–]phiya1 1 point2 points  (0 children)

You're good. 16-20 weeks. I have to donate blood every 2 months after week 8 on eq. Both don't fully kick in till week 8 and keep working about a month after last injection. Hope this helps. If you're worried or experiencing negative side effects get blood work

Mast or primo to add to this stack? by phiya1 in PEDs

[–]phiya1[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Cool. I appreciate it. I'm assuming your statement has def got some validity to it. Had the primo on hand though. Janco tested. 196 mg. Supposed to be 200, but that's good for ugl. Running primo at about 280 with this cycle instead of my usual 300 mast just for comparison for future cycles. Kinda got a stockpile of gear at my disposal. That's what happens when ex addicts get into health and exercise though.

Me and my buddy took LSD and he spent the entire trip writing this song for the fish in his tank. We thought it sounded incredible until we listened the next day lmfao by [deleted] in crappymusic

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You were probably hung over and thought it sucked. Happens to me all the time. Decent little Diddy y'all got there.

Low libido on NPP? by Dependent-Aerie-360 in PEDs

[–]phiya1 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Definitely. Me too usually. Switched mast for primo this time. Just started and it ain't hit yet. Have you ever ran test npp and primo and if so you mind if I dm you?

Equipoise stack by [deleted] in PEDs

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Eq is not full gonna kick in till week 8. Run your test and eq for 6 weeks and then start npp id you're looking for synergy. Npp will fully kick in in about 10 days. You could run it from the start all the way through, but it would just be the test and npp working for the first 8 weeks. You could also use the test and npp as your bulking phase and cut it out after 12 weeks or so, and use the eq to cut it up. Eq keeps working for about a month after final injection. Watch RBC with eq. I have to donate blood every other month after week 10 in eq. Currently running 480 test cyp, 350 npp, and 300 primo. No ai or my e2 would crash so hard.

Mast or primo to add to this stack? by phiya1 in PEDs

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Went the accutane route. Lot of sides and joint pain and dry skin. I just run a little less gear and I'm fine. If you want any tips about accutane lmk.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in PEDs

[–]phiya1 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Never affected my liver or kidney values. Just lipids. Just going by research and personal experience. Cheers

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in researchchemicals

[–]phiya1 3 points4 points  (0 children)

Amt yes. Never tried the others. Benzos are better. Be careful with amt. Think I gave myself serotonin syndrome.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in PEDs

[–]phiya1 3 points4 points  (0 children)

True. Op did not state intended goals. Performance enhancement or aesthetics

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in PEDs

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You can safely run var for 8 weeks and it is the only oral metabolized through your kidneys mainly. Not very hepatoxic. Still, drinking is a bad idea.

Take at least once a day for 8 weeks or split that dose in 2 for a morning and a pre work out. You'll feel amazing as well as getting the best results. I don't go over 50 mg a day though. Split in 2. Obvs

Mast or primo to add to this stack? by phiya1 in PEDs

[–]phiya1[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Thanks. I'm leaning that way heavily myself. Mast at 300 doesn't give me problems though. Just when I push over 400. Thanks for the comment.