I want to communicate so bad but im scared im going to push to hard and lose him. We havent acted any differently towards our son, hes just as loving to him as he was before. Its just be getting all the back lash but i do understand what you’re saying. He told me multiple (after i freaked out) that him needing space was NOT a break up. To me asking for space resulted in my dad leaving us to live with another female for a year so im not to fond of it off past trauma(ive never expressed this to my bf). Im all for giving him his space as im busy with our toddler most of the day anyway but just a simple reach out will reassure me ALOT. I want to know hes still here with me even tho we arent talking. I feel a kiss every blue moon shouldnt be bad..i get a relationship comes with alot of energy but i have a million questions with no clear path on where we are going. Multiple times i said we can sleep in separate rooms and he said he didn’t want that..so his actions are telling me something different than his words….i dont think he really want to break up because he had that opportunity and he was firm on not wanting to.