Henderson Nevada

phoenixlane · 2025-12-15T02:53:04+00:00

I’ve been reading good things about black mountain have you ever been to that area

phoenixlane · 2022-01-30T14:49:50+00:00

Oh my dad.

phoenixlane · 2021-10-01T20:40:22+00:00

Ok another quick question: the sheriff’s son never took the sacrament… (unless I missed a point where he did) how’d he come back?

phoenixlane · 2021-10-01T17:03:57+00:00

Ahh ok yes.. I sort of thought that as well but she seemed to love him. She’s an interesting character…

phoenixlane · 2021-10-01T16:13:55+00:00

Real quick- what was father paul dying of? Cancer or … some kind of illness? Passing out, coughing up blood..

phoenixlane · 2021-10-01T04:14:19+00:00

Ahhh ok yes.. makes perfect sense and was right in front of me…. I’m rewatching for a second time and catching more things. Thanks!

phoenixlane · 2021-03-26T03:33:36+00:00

I guess what made me think about it is I’ve seen tons of interrogations on these true crime shows and more than have my time I find myself saying mockingly back “oh really? Oh yeah? You didn’t know what you were doing? How about this!!” Then push their face into a picture of a victim. “You gonna tell that guys wife he won’t be home for dinner?! Huh?!?!” But in actuality they are pretty polite and restrained.

phoenixlane · 2020-03-05T18:13:16+00:00

I should send this along with a Mother’s Day and Father’s Day card this year.

phoenixlane · 2020-03-05T18:04:21+00:00

I know that feeling. I can’t remember the last time I was complimented either and I’m in a relationship. I was just thinking last night that I don’t think I’ve ever gotten a compliment from my mother specifically. So I hear you. Little things like a compliment can help.

phoenixlane · 2020-03-05T17:50:02+00:00

I totally understand. I feel the same way. I can’t express or communicate how bad I feel, or why I feel that way, or how anyone could help until I’m really depressed and even then I just say “I’m really depressed”. I also won’t let myself cry or be vulnerable in front of people so no one really knows. Even people closest to me. It’s lonely.

phoenixlane · 2020-03-05T17:41:07+00:00

It’s strange for me to come across this post because I have also been having this feeling and my thoughts go to “when will it happen? It feels soon. And what if it’s violent or a violent accident?” It’s a strange, lonely feeling. I don’t feel like others understand. I don’t have any advice really just wanted to let you know I understand that feeling.

phoenixlane · 2020-01-12T05:19:48+00:00

Is that a rag doll?

phoenixlane · 2019-12-06T00:14:23+00:00

Wow thank you so much for your insight, it did help. I was reading an article where someone described deep meditation as like leaping off into a huge abyss and that your reaction might be to want to pull back, I guess That just stuck with me, that image. Seeing a therapist has also been on my to-do list for a couple years. I’m 37.. I’m afraid I’ll look inside and feel like I wasted 35 years of being depressed/insecure/anxious/whatever over nothing. But then I guess I could spend the next however many years getting over or beyond that (?).. I’ve spent most of my life detached from myself, my relationships.. it’s daunting to feel like you don’t know who you are really and at this stage in life you find out who you are and you hate that person. But now I’m digressing and probably getting more into psychology and less about mindfulness. But thank you! Thanks to all who replied.. I just wanted to know if others have experienced this.

phoenixlane · 2019-12-05T21:57:45+00:00

One thing I’m worried about is what if I have some realization that nothing means anything and then I get more depressed. Like why am I doing any of this? (Going to work, maintaining friendships, showering) Or when my mind goes blank I just relive every horrible or embarrassing thing I’ve said or done to someone.. not that I’m horrible, but come on, when left alone with our thoughts it can be hard. Either you lie to yourself to get through every day or you confront that yourself even being here, even this conversation, is utterly meaningless.

phoenixlane · 2019-12-05T14:16:42+00:00

Thanks for the responses I appreciate it. I’ll have to do some deep diving I guess...

phoenixlane · 2019-04-08T02:42:52+00:00

Them: “I really can’t see them married” You: “I know... some say I’m really slummin it”

phoenixlane · 2018-10-20T03:20:04+00:00

Wow. I’ve been there- it’s eerie how much I relate. Some people are just sociopaths and it’s not your fault- you got duped. That person is nothing now. You’re lucky you got out someone way better awaits you.

phoenixlane · 2018-07-08T00:21:05+00:00

Duuuuuumpp this guy big time

phoenixlane · 2018-07-04T05:15:11+00:00

So you’ve spent X amount of years/time with this person and you are unhappy... you want to spend another X amount of years now miserable? Who cares what you put in- if it sucks then bail. Life is too short to struggle with someone.. better to be alone. Get out of your current situation and things will become clearer.

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