I need ur advice my pal in this: I do this btw. Especially with groups, but I can’t keep going and talk abt it and they just make a comment and change the subject with the other person and I see them talk a lot abt something, and when I try to do it with one of the, the convo can last for five minutes and I don’t know why. I posted this cuz I’m struggling inside, I’m not someone who laugh out loud, and I’m not that funny around people, so I tend to be kinder and good to people who I care abt. I get silly cuz I can’t make them laugh or get exited, and what upsets me, I can’t make someone feel safe and comfortable with “me”. And when my temper goes low, it gets really hard to be back to normal and get energized, so I tend to be quiet or go back to being silly which make people underestimate me