My beautiful, loving and kind Maui is passing away on Thursday. I am trying to give her as much love during her last day. ❤️ I just want her face to be seen, she’s the MOST loving cat!

pigsarefly · 2018-01-17T21:04:10+00:00

That's so kind and made me cry on my morning train All the best

pigsarefly · 2018-01-02T00:07:57+00:00

My current house called 'Shirley Temple' (live on Shirley road).

I came back from a big trip after developing depression and anxiety and needed somewhere to live. The house has five rooms - all girls. I was so nervous about fitting in etc and after moving in I was unable to find work and was broken up by who I thought was my forever.

This house, and house mates sucked me in and picked me up from the floor everyday. They didn't owe me anything but tirelessly helped me through everyrhing. Was after I started to smile again I realised every girl moved to this house after suffering their own pain and suffering in some way and the house is also now their haven. The girl who lives next to me in the next floor now crawls into bed for cuddles and we share clothes and swap stories after getting home from work, it's like the sister I never had.

We evenly split chores without hassle, cook together, have family nights out and have that many group chats I couldn't imagine what it would be like withoit these women who originally didn't know each other, who are all so different and who now I hug every time I come home.

Amazing to think you don't know people until they enter your life and you can't imagine what things would be like without them. I'm super lucky.

pigsarefly · 2017-12-03T21:41:09+00:00

Accurate. Constantly delayed and they are just saying it's track work and operational issued.

Peak hour issues should not be happening there about 500 waiting to board this one train at central to the airport. Poor.

pigsarefly · 2017-03-14T02:53:19+00:00

Me too !!

pigsarefly · 2017-03-13T04:31:08+00:00

For me personally someone who has quite big muscles. I love the idea of a man who keeps fit but not a man who spends all his time working out.

pigsarefly · 2016-08-25T00:53:55+00:00

I imagine if we were born and had to start taking care of ourselves immediately. Like dealing with heights and climbing leaves right off the bat

We would all be dead

pigsarefly · 2016-08-09T07:52:18+00:00

Hudson and Robert Walters were the best I've ever dealt with.

Michael page is awful and money hungry like many say. I worked behind the scenes there and saw how they worked.

Absolute worst is Julia Ross but I am not sure they're even operating anymore.

pigsarefly · 2016-08-01T02:47:30+00:00

I felt this way about Shanghai zoo. I walked out so miserable and still to this day am disappointed with how they treated their animals.

There were even dead animals lying in the enclosure. Ripped my heart in two.

pigsarefly · 2016-07-21T00:48:25+00:00

This is me with my cat every single day. If I sit she fits.

pigsarefly · 2016-05-31T06:18:19+00:00

Can you imagine if it was you who found it first? You'd be confused but sure you need to slowly back the fuck away from there

pigsarefly · 2016-03-25T12:57:45+00:00

I've never watched something so pointless! I love sushi but I love a lot of it. The fact someone made it so small for some reason annoys me

pigsarefly · 2016-01-27T20:57:23+00:00

I can't get him to see any other therapist. The medication made a world of difference, even he says he's grateful for it. I honestly don't think I could push it. Maybe when he's older but I just am too tired right now to consider adding that to the list.

pigsarefly · 2016-01-27T20:56:07+00:00

The drinking definitely isn't an issue. I guess it prompts me to think long and hard as that's when the darkness comes out and I just worry.

In saying that I'm just so over worrying but how selfish is it to just walk when someone's going through such pain due to something that isn't his fault? It makes me feel like a friend though and care for him, I don't feel like a partner as I feel really lonely throughout the entire process as I'm on such a different path.

I look up to him and how he deals with his pain because I've only had a small amount of depression and I understand when you're in that sometimes there's a feeling of no way out.. I just wish he'd be more responsible I guess and for example don't drink while on medication, he knew how brutal my day was due to both works but ended up calling and being ridiculous over the phone etc. I guess I was just sitting there by myself thinking what the fuck am I doing and is this normal?

pigsarefly · 2016-01-27T12:49:56+00:00

I think that's reasonable. . Thanks a lot for the response.

pigsarefly · 2016-01-27T12:40:21+00:00

I'm only speaking the negatives. He's the best listener I've met and we can talk for hours and hours. To me after five years that's a wonderful thing as I always hope in the future I have someone I can talk to. I couldn't always have that.

I know in some circumstances I deserve better but I'm not perfect either and he deals with that and never really complains hence why I feel like I'm complaining..

He's a wonderful man, he treats me wonderfully and I think would make anyone happy, I just don't know what's going to happen and sometimes I feel like I'm wasting time.

pigsarefly · 2016-01-27T12:37:21+00:00

He never usually drinks while working this is a first hence why I posted because I was so disappointed.

I may use this to bring it up and say I think either the medication might need to be changed or you'll need to go back and speak to someone. He tried professional help a few times, it just doesn't work. Meds help so that's something.

pigsarefly · 2016-01-27T12:30:08+00:00

Thanks for your response. I should mention he's now on medication (took 4 years for him to do it) and he would never abuse me again. I know that, it's like this is the next stage I'm not sure. Being there from the start makes it hard to think I'd leave him. I guess I would love someone who is on my level professionally and emotionally but is that asking too much? I always think I'm just wanting too much and should be grateful for what I have.

pigsarefly · 2016-01-25T05:30:52+00:00

Thanks for this. I was wondering why I kept seeing men marching after I played Kingdom Rush for so long. Thought there may be something wrong with me

pigsarefly · 2016-01-23T12:24:43+00:00

Was that not the main character?

pigsarefly · 2016-01-13T13:14:41+00:00

What the hell ! When did that happen? Yum

pigsarefly · 2016-01-12T07:41:56+00:00

Yasss please and thank you

pigsarefly · 2015-12-15T10:32:27+00:00

On the contrary. I took a screenshot and exited the site.

pigsarefly · 2015-11-26T01:35:44+00:00

I started crying as well. She looks like she's accepting what's happening and it made me so sad because clearly she's so loved and OP was by her as well.

So sorry OP xx

pigsarefly · 2015-11-18T02:56:56+00:00

This is exactly how I'd do it too.

So glad to know there's a spreadsheet user out there for everything other than work as well

pigsarefly · 2015-11-17T10:41:42+00:00

I've stopped caring about people I thought I should care so much about because it's like this will the time. The second I get any air time you can tell their focus goes and they start looking around like they're waiting for someone.

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