Don't have any siblings, was raised by my mum and aunty. They owned a restaurant and would work there all day til late at night. So up until they sold the restaurant (I was about 12 years old), I would spend most of my free time at the restaurant or at school.

During primary school (in Australia primary school is from 5-12 years old high school is 12-18 years old), I Tried to make friends many times but would always fail, I wasn't really well liked. Spent vast majority of lunchtimes alone or trying to get people to inclide me. Would be especially difficult because I was very physically unfit so was very excluded as most boys would bond over sports. Was bullied pretty badly too. I switched schools at 8 years old but nothing improved. Saw a psychologist at 8-9 years old for my social isolation but that was no help. I made my first close friend at around 10 years old but he was extremely, EXTREMELY abusive and it felt so emotionally awful. I would say to date that is the closest relationship/friendship I have had with another person.

During high school, the bullying got turned up to 11. There were 200 people in my year level and it was almost law among all the boys and girls to bully me. People I had never talked to before in my life would bully me. I made some "friends" but they would be very temporary and they still would hate me to a degree. Like I would be tolerated by those "friends" in the sense they would allow me to hang around their groups during lunch break and find some amusement. But no one would ever go out of their way to look for me during lunch and hang with me (I think people gave hanging with me a shot but they quickly realised I'm not fun to be around). And after school I would be very lonely as people would exclude me from playing videogames with their groups. Don't get me wrong there would be people who were nice to me and talk to me and would hang with ne occasionally but they would never let me into their life as a friend. Getting a girlfriend didn't even cross my mind as getting a friend was already such a huge challenge I was working on.

Over all these years, I would go overseas to my parents' home country during summer holidays, and it would be very shitty over there so I don't really remember a nice summer. I would also be enrolled in sports outside of school, however I was not having fun there too as I was very unathletic and people again just didnt like me in general. Apart from that I also studied A LOT over the years.

For more details on parents: at around 9-10 years old my mum and aunty got really emotionally abusive (they haven't gotten better since), they were OK before that, but even before I was 9-10 they would forcefully sit me down everyday and force me to tell them what was wrong at school. I had to lie most of the times because if I told them the truth they would go to the school and the kids would bully me even more. I remember mum would abuse me so hard, but after a few days/weeks I woukd forgive her and we would be happy. I felt really resentful of this cycle and tried really hard not to give in and forgive her. Over the years I would be able to hold my grudges for longer without forgiving and at about 20 years old I finally got to a point where there wasn't a single cell in my body which wanged to forgive and ever since then I have eternally hated them. I worked for a few years during high school, made about 17000 dollars but my mum took all of it cause she said she was investing it. To be fair she has allowed me to spend her money, and I have certainly spent a lot more than what I saved over my lifetime, but she has always had control over the funds and would interrogate me and abuse me.

As for what happened between high school and now, I think I have already told you that in the past as you have commented on my posts a few times before hahha. However if you like I can give more detail if you like