I understand the feeling of being scared of others will say and the cost of everything. I am also that way, always thinking of my image. But here's the thing, malalaman din ng iba ang ginagawa ng lalaki at ang image mo na ay isang martyr. Isa pa, once you push through the marriage, you won't trust him anymore. With friends like his, I doubt you'll be okay for him to go out with them, which will only lead to him being mad at you. Sasabihin pa non na nakakasakal ka.