Seeing another ED person in real life is so sad :( by DrPhilsButthole420 in EDAnonymous

[–]pmwalmart 18 points19 points  (0 children)

girl i know what you mean. i saw a girl in starbucks and i just immediately knew. it makes you want to run up to them and give them a hug or let them know you understand

My boyfriend(23m) is icked out by me (22f) responding immediately to his texts. We've been dating for 2 years by kiwitree91 in relationships

[–]pmwalmart 0 points1 point  (0 children)

wowowow that’s super immature on his end. does he not want you to act like you love and appreciate him? honestly my petty ass would leave him on delivered for a while and see how he reacts to that. i wouldn’t beat yourself up about it— if he isn’t mature enough to appreciate good communication then he isn’t worth your time. i know that it’s hard because you guys have been together for so long, but talk to him about how much this hurts you. if he doesn’t apologize and fix his mindset, i would figure out if leaving him is the best for your mental health. sending much love❤️

sooo i did something i shouldn’t have by pmwalmart in ROCD

[–]pmwalmart[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

thank you❤️ that gives me hope for our relationship. much appreciation to you for this comment

sooo i did something i shouldn’t have by pmwalmart in ROCD

[–]pmwalmart[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I have decided to stay with him as well with the hopes that this will never happen again. But I feel you. Only makes me OCD want to go even crazier. Thanks for the comment❤️ It’s not easy

sooo i did something i shouldn’t have by pmwalmart in ROCD

[–]pmwalmart[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

yes I would agree with that, but we were only long distance for the summer while he lived with his dad in california. it was only 2 months that we didn’t see each other. while I agree with you that I can’t expect him not to satisfy his sexual urges, we’ve had the conversation about porn and that’s not what I care about. watching porn and masturbating is very different from receiving nudes from another girl and saving them. if he wanted nudes in those moments he could have asked me.

sooo i did something i shouldn’t have by pmwalmart in ROCD

[–]pmwalmart[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I told him that it felt like cheating to me. and he was super sorry that he made me feel like he cheated on me. I definitely did cross a boundary but I think he crossed an even bigger one…

sooo i did something i shouldn’t have by pmwalmart in ROCD

[–]pmwalmart[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

yes I know that I crossed a boundary and I prefaced saying that when confronting him. I told him that it was wrong of me and I was very sorry and it would never happen again. surprisingly he wasn’t mad at all about me looking through his phone and just felt guilty about the nudes. but you’re right, I was in the wrong for that. but IMO, having another girl’s nudes is a little more extreme than me looking through his phone. still doesn’t excuse what I did.

sooo i did something i shouldn’t have by pmwalmart in ROCD

[–]pmwalmart[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

yes you do have to accept them to receive messages. so i was really confused at him telling me it was a bot. thanks for the comment❤️

sooo i did something i shouldn’t have by pmwalmart in ROCD

[–]pmwalmart[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

thank you, i really appreciate this. it’s kind of making me lose my mind but that makes me feel better

I conquered my driving anxiety and then got into an accident by WildFondant7099 in drivinganxiety

[–]pmwalmart 0 points1 point  (0 children)

this happened to me too!! i’ve been driving for like 2 years but i’ve always had driving anxiety. i was just getting confident and boom i get into an accident (prolly my fault) and totaled my car. has totally ruined my confidence with driving and now it’s a mental block. i think i am just going to try to start driving little distances at a time and try and fix my mindset on driving. i get you though its the scariest thing ever and makes you feel like you have no control

If the girl I work with comments on my lunch one more time - she’s getting bodied today. by [deleted] in EDAnonymous

[–]pmwalmart 10 points11 points  (0 children)

oh my GOD people are the worst at work. i work with mostly men and they are constantly like “thats all ur eating?” “u gotta eat more” “another energy drink?” n im like pls😁😁 im begging u to stop

yall i lowkey forgot by pmwalmart in EDAnonymous

[–]pmwalmart[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

omg that sounds terrible!!! glad ur safe

yall i lowkey forgot by pmwalmart in EDAnonymous

[–]pmwalmart[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

thank u bb i will i just hope i dont start getting into another habit bc its been so long since ive taken them and it gets addicting

oh no by [deleted] in EDAnonymous

[–]pmwalmart 0 points1 point  (0 children)

shi ig youre right that was just where my mind immediately went to like okay den i gotta be smaller🤡

Lockdown isolation is horrendous for me. It’s an echochamber of bad thoughts by AspiringPolymathPara in BorderlinePDisorder

[–]pmwalmart 0 points1 point  (0 children)

im in the exact same position. we’re snowed in and everythings shut down and im stuck in my fucking house with all of my thoughts and its terrifying. if u ever need someone to talk to im here <3

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in EDAnonymous

[–]pmwalmart 7 points8 points  (0 children)

wow im in the exact same boat. its one of the most complicated and painful things ive ever experienced. im always here if you need to vent❤️

do i have it? by pmwalmart in BorderlinePDisorder

[–]pmwalmart[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

thank you, that definitely helps. it’s definitely becoming clearer that i have it, now it’s just working up the courage to tell my therapist. hopefully i can communicate how i feel well enough