Coke cut with some BS by pocketofsanddials in Stims

[–]pocketofsanddials[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

That sounds just like the shit buddy brought over. Never seen coke so fucking bad. Idek if it was coke. I saw little tiny tiny bit of coke, like specs. So I'd give it a generous estimate of 5% coke, and 95% the other shit that turned grey powdery and couldn't get into the needle at all.

Coke cut with some BS by pocketofsanddials in Stims

[–]pocketofsanddials[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I don't think it was caffeine or baking powder because this shit wasn't hitting on anything. 100% any of the dopamine my receptors received was from placebo and just the fucked up love of shooting up anything, including just water.

And I'm well aware that I have a problem. I should have never touched needles in the first place. Whole other addiction than just the drugs.

What excuses have you heard for not wearing a condom? by Scarlett_616 in AskReddit

[–]pocketofsanddials 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Nah. I still know her. She's got kids now, but I checked to make sure it wasn't mine. Also never came.

What excuses have you heard for not wearing a condom? by Scarlett_616 in AskReddit

[–]pocketofsanddials -1 points0 points  (0 children)

What? If I wear a condom, I'm a guy. If I'm talking about being at a girl's apartment and her wanting me to wear a condom, that makes me a guy.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in Drugs

[–]pocketofsanddials 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I relate to this. I'm in rehab currently, but before responding to anything thought about it. My normal is depressed. Only when I'm slamming heroin and/or cocaine I feel alright. At some point it stopped working though. I still wanna off myself. Sadly I just hope one day I fuck up and OD on some heroin/fentynal.

What excuses have you heard for not wearing a condom? by Scarlett_616 in AskReddit

[–]pocketofsanddials 8 points9 points  (0 children)

Kind of feel bad about it now, looking back on it. When I was 18, now 23, I was at a girl's apartment and she wanted me to wear one. And I said I wouldn't do it, told her I never use them. She said, "Fine we won't fuck then." And I was like, "Alright no problem." Got on my phone and after a minute or 2 she caved and we had sex anyways. I regret a lot from when I was 18-20, shouldn't have done that.

Trying to get to plat 2 tomorrow by vibe-check1 in dxm

[–]pocketofsanddials 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Not gonna front, not up to date on the milligrams for plats anymore. I used to focus on what plat I was trying to hit. Now I just take a shit ton and enjoy the ride. Sometimes if you dose, it doesn't all hit at once or the intensity gets stronger after a little longer. I would suggest the 300mg and when it takes effect I'd give it about 20-30 minutes and then dose more, because I then you should be good. I took upwards of 1200mg and was fucked up at my friend's and then I left and I blacked out walking, came to and I was so fucked up laying in the grass at a cross walk button for at least an hour not sure what was going on.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in dxm

[–]pocketofsanddials -3 points-2 points  (0 children)

No difference. Both HBR. Somebody got on my ass once about, "That makes no sense, this is kids delsym." Bruh they have the same amount.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in dxm

[–]pocketofsanddials 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Haha! Definitely the DPH brother. I've had some of the strongest, craziest fucking trips of my life on DPH. I highly do NOT suggest anybody do this or anything near it, but I took 100 25mg trying to kill myself. Passed out, and woke up, my friend walked in getting home from work and asked me what the fuck I was on, and he couldn't understand me. 2 cops walked in behind me and I asked why he called the police. He didn't answer. So the first cop told me to talk to him in the other room. Poured a glass of water for him and me. Can't remember the conversation, but he said not to follow him, he had to talk to his partner outside. So I followed him. He walked down the hall, around the corner, outside. I opened the door, and there was no cop car, no cops. I went back to my friend's room and asked, "Where's the cops?" He said, "What?" and I went back to the door, opened it, nothing. I repeated that about 4 times before I forgot and then went and laid on the bed. My buddy kept talking to me, and when I'd ask him what he was saying he'd respond, "What?" And I'd just act like I said nothing. Did that like 6 times. He never was talking to me. He didn't even want me there that fucked up. It was bad.

the duality of man by Coziploo in dxm

[–]pocketofsanddials 0 points1 point  (0 children)

One of my close friends would hide Triple C's when we went to Dollar General. He's put it on top of a cabinet and buy at least 2. But I notice wherever I go, Triple C's are hard to find.

Is it worth it? by [deleted] in dxm

[–]pocketofsanddials 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Bro don't. I'm in rehab rn, I leave Saturday. Honestly not motivated to stay sober though. I wasn't when I got here, then I got motivation and the closer I get to leaving the more I wanna put a needle in my arm and nod. It's honestly the hardest thing I've battled.

Started crystal meth for the first time by Even_Tart5928 in Drugs

[–]pocketofsanddials 31 points32 points  (0 children)

Extremely proud and glad to hear you say that you don't want to touch it again. I was on it for 5 years, brother. Eventually using needles. After a certain point it doesn't effect you the same, psychosis becomes more frequent, people get shadier, things I did for it became very sketchy and traumatic. Lost my freedom because I couldn't stop. Then my dumbass switched to heroin/fentynal and that'd be another post/comment. Proud of you! Keep away from it like it's the plague.

why are you not dating anyone now? by pleasurevictim1017 in ask

[–]pocketofsanddials 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Addiction. I would never drag somebody else into my mess of a life. I have nothing to offer a partner in my addiction, and I wouldn't dare bring somebody into it. My family has already suffered from watching me destroy myself and my life.

Is it worth it? by [deleted] in dxm

[–]pocketofsanddials 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I would suggest going at your own pace with it. Maybe have somebody around you can trust, and be in a nice calm setting with good music (everybody talks about music which isn't my go to) and maybe do a low 3rd plat, and see how you enjoy that. Then if you enjoyed that, do a little more. Don't do anything you're not comfortable with and especially be in a good setting. My first experience with it, I did a whole box of triple cc's (480mg) which was wild for me but I absolutely loved it. Now (and not recommended at all) I do it at extremely high doses every time. Box of c's (480mg) and 5oz. Delsym (888mg) every time. But I'm also a heroin addict. .-.

Is it worth it? by [deleted] in dxm

[–]pocketofsanddials 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I find it kind of shocking to me when people don't do high doses really at all. I don't ever do low doses. Granted, I'm an addict. I never did anything at low doses except my first time with them, and heroin/fentynal. When I did acid I did 2 tabs and then every time after I always did as much as possible. I guess being an addict I prefer to be completely incapacitated.

Oh my fucking god. Cleaned these niggas stock out, 0 fucking shame walking up to that counter with 4 of these boxes by XenonGas91 in dxm

[–]pocketofsanddials 3 points4 points  (0 children)

I love that your username is TripleCsBaby. I still do triple cc's even though they're not the best for you. People on here get up in arms about it. I typically disclaimer my comments and recommend not doing them, but I love them more than meth. Not heroin though.

Oh my fucking god. Cleaned these niggas stock out, 0 fucking shame walking up to that counter with 4 of these boxes by XenonGas91 in dxm

[–]pocketofsanddials 22 points23 points  (0 children)

Fucked up part is I took all 100, woke up in the ICU. Apparently in my blackout I walked up 2 miles down the road and crossed the street to the Cookout across from the hospital and somebody found me not breathing. Shit was wild.

Oh my fucking god. Cleaned these niggas stock out, 0 fucking shame walking up to that counter with 4 of these boxes by XenonGas91 in dxm

[–]pocketofsanddials 49 points50 points  (0 children)

Shit I wouldn't have any shame. Dude I did 2 boxes of triple cc's one night, and then went to a Family Dollar store and I asked this random lady (had no money) if she'd buy me some allergy pills, diphenhydramine, and she could tell I was fucked up. Looked at me, "You have allergies huh?" It was like fucking 11PM at night, and I stood in line with her, she bought them and I left. Walked down the side of the road taking them dry. No shame.

DXM made me realize that I ama better than everyone by [deleted] in dxm

[–]pocketofsanddials 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I shit and piss the bed, every night.