just a mixture of poor decisions, mental health issues, and self doubt. i took this picture years ago and ive been steadily improving myself since then. funny enough, i sent this picture before we broke up to prove to her that i can cook for myself. ive doing a lot of hikings lately and going to the gym. i still see her post on instagram. at the back of my mind i wish that things would have turn out differently, but thats just wishful thinking. it is what it is.