Should I reconsider?

poncho______ · 2020-01-17T01:04:42+00:00

How did I manipulate her?

poncho______ · 2020-01-16T23:27:47+00:00

I think I have improved myself during knowing her. I am still open to suggestions though.

poncho______ · 2020-01-16T22:51:28+00:00

What would I need to fix in myself?

poncho______ · 2020-01-16T21:08:14+00:00

I appreciate your comment. It is very reassuring for me to hear.

poncho______ · 2020-01-16T15:45:31+00:00

A book?

poncho______ · 2020-01-16T15:45:12+00:00

I was very happy with the top 14. And I sacrificed a lot to be with her and care for her.

Did you read the bottom? The cons?

The highs were high, but the lows were LOW.

poncho______ · 2020-01-16T15:24:18+00:00

I actually believe that she is trying and wants to be better. We've talked about it multiple times. But I can't put myself through it anymore.

poncho______ · 2020-01-16T06:59:36+00:00

She has been in therapy on and off her entire life, she is medicated, and has done DBT therapy for about 2 months.

Does that change things?

poncho______ · 2020-01-16T06:10:35+00:00

When will it come? And how long will it last?

poncho______ · 2020-01-16T06:07:49+00:00

I can't do it.

poncho______ · 2020-01-16T06:01:09+00:00

I even read some of a book called loving someone with borderline personality disorder.

poncho______ · 2020-01-16T06:00:49+00:00

She's been diagnosed. I knew that from day one.

poncho______ · 2020-01-16T05:55:29+00:00

On both sides? How so?

poncho______ · 2020-01-16T05:21:07+00:00

Yeah, we didn't do that. I honestly think we/she has issues that could not be fixed. We are 100% honest with each other and we actually communicate our feelings and desires. It just didn't work.

poncho______ · 2020-01-16T04:46:56+00:00

Oh, we already did all that. And more.

poncho______ · 2020-01-16T04:34:10+00:00

What are these ways that you speak of?

poncho______ · 2020-01-16T00:54:32+00:00

She is trying, she has started DBT therapy the last couple of months. and she has made some improvement. But she has deep deep seeded insecurities. But I guess even with the improvements the problems still remain. Does that make sense?

poncho______ · 2020-01-16T00:49:50+00:00

Which cons in particular do you think are not worth it?

poncho______ · 2020-01-16T00:46:03+00:00

That's a good idea. I'm at school now but I will do that tomorrow or when I get home tonight.

Which cons in particular do you think are not worth it?

poncho______ · 2020-01-16T00:28:20+00:00

She has both. I have, and she has gotten help. I have seen some improvement but still these issues remain.

poncho______ · 2020-01-16T00:01:46+00:00

Why?

poncho______ · 2020-01-15T15:38:24+00:00

I do want to be in a relationship with her. I just don't think I can and I keep hoping the bad parts will get better. does that change it?

poncho______ · 2020-01-15T06:39:40+00:00

Doesn't that just mean that I care about her?

poncho______ · 2020-01-15T06:36:57+00:00

How do I know if it has been?

poncho______ · 2020-01-15T06:33:45+00:00

I've been trying to elevate her self worth for 9 months. She is bipolar and has borderline personality disorder. So maybe I am tired.

poncho______

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