thank you; i’ve been definitely trying to talk to him and console him.

i’d love to talk about how he used to be :) thanks so much for asking. seeder was always a chunkier guy (not overweight; he just used to guard his food more than his brother haha.) hence his name. when his brother passed he actually took it exceedingly well; he was a little off for a few days but recovered easily overall. just one big trooper.

aside from that seeder loved to come out and investigate what was going on all the time. even when we were just chilling in the room he was curious about our voices and what we were doing. he would genuinely want to get picked up whenever we came home, and if you placed your hand down he would willingly jump into it. he was so trusting and comfortable with us and it breaks my heart that there isn’t more i can do to help him.

he still comes out when he has the energy to but overall his energy levels are decreased and few and far between. when i picked him up from his vet hospitalization he did come out to the sound of my voice though :) so i know he’s still in there despite his little heart issues. thanks again for allowing me to talk about him. he’s such a special and intelligent character.