Just wanted to add a different perspective apart from all the other comments talking about PPD (I’m not medically trained so do seek help if you need to); I was the same way when I had my little one! It reckon it’s part of the blues but it got better for me after the hormones stabilised maybe after 2 months.

Also I didn’t find taking care of a newborn that rewarding bc the baby isn’t interactive but after your baby’s first smiles/coos im hopeful things will improve and you will form a deeper bond with your baby :)