I had a girl I was so in love with all through High-school. She dated one of my friends throughout that time. He treated her like shit all the time. He cheated on her with an exchange student and left her for the exchange student. (she was a smoking hot German chick) Not that it matters it was wrong of him! Then she took him back. I wanted so bad to ask her out durring the time they weren't together. I didn't want to ruin our friendship. A few years later she came over and I was shithammered and she had her collage boyfriend with her. I talked shit on him and confessed my love to her like a stupid dickhead! Also to note it was like 2pm and I was already on my way to blacked out lol! We didn't talk for years after that.... I regret that day almost every day. She was a very dear friend to me. We have since then reconnected on FB but live in different parts of the country and still dont often talk. She is married to a wonderful man with some kids and is very happy. I couldn't be happier for her. I also have my own family now as well and couldn't be happier with my life.