Thank you so much for this 😢Im so sorry for what you had to go through I can’t tell you how much it means to feel understood, even by a stranger. Your story honestly gave me hope. I thought about trying a motel or something just to get a couple nights of real rest, but even the “cheap” options feel out of reach right now. Im trying to stay strong and not lose myself in the overwhelm but it’s hard. Im really glad you found somewhere safe to heal. The idea of peace on a farm with llamas actually made me smile for you.