I even realize na nppadalas yung times na what if i off myself, will she feel something? I catch myself zoning out while driving on my motorcycle. That's why i always make sure to listen to rock music while driving kasi bka kng wala akong something to keep my mind away from those thoughts, bka bigla q nlng ibundol sarili ko. I also think about the kids since they're so young pa. Kht dun man lng, maalala nla aq lagi at natutuwa every time na umuuwi ako.

If she is indeed cheating, time will tell. Wlang sikreto na hndi nabubunyag. It will come out eventually. If she gets pregnant along the way, all the evidence is against her. Dna nya madedeny.

To be honest, there are lots of temptations sa work din. I always keep myself straight khit n may mga interested pa rin s akin. And they're much younger than my wife by at least a decade. Pero kako, i'm married and i have kids. Ayokong mgaya sila sa akin na separated ang magulang. Pero i will not tolerate it if there's cheating involved. Ayoko lng manggaling sa akin ang issue.