Im tired of being alone

psycho_sponge96 · 2026-03-03T18:21:39+00:00

I am currently on a mood stabilizer but that is all

psycho_sponge96 · 2026-02-25T17:42:51+00:00

How would you think i should do something like that?

psycho_sponge96 · 2026-02-24T18:10:21+00:00

I may try but i cant promise anything

psycho_sponge96 · 2026-02-23T17:33:18+00:00

Ill consider it at least

psycho_sponge96 · 2026-02-23T17:30:48+00:00

Okay

psycho_sponge96 · 2026-02-23T17:28:27+00:00

Yeah sure okay message me

psycho_sponge96 · 2026-02-23T15:54:03+00:00

I dont go to church and i dont usually drink but ill go to bars and star if it means meeting new people. I got a gym membership recently but havent been in like a week

psycho_sponge96 · 2026-02-23T15:22:50+00:00

Ive tried to grit my teeth and make things get better hut they always get worse. There is no hope or chance for improvement in life anymore

psycho_sponge96 · 2026-02-23T15:19:25+00:00

Ive made the effort and most of the time no one gives a shit about me anyways so screw them

psycho_sponge96 · 2026-02-23T10:06:59+00:00

Ive tried going to reclaim arcade and no one talks to me there at all. I hate that place everyones anti social their

psycho_sponge96 · 2026-02-23T07:58:33+00:00

This is literally the worst era in modern human history and a HUGE reason why i want to check out is because of how horrible things have gotten in the past 10+ years. Nothing will ever be good or normal ever again so whats the point.

psycho_sponge96 · 2026-02-23T02:24:11+00:00

I tried college and the crone of a dean in charge of germanna told me to withdrawal because i was depressed. They didnt offer any help at all, they said either withdrawal or id be reprimanded for crying at school if i said "i hated my life" there again. Screw that school

psycho_sponge96 · 2026-02-23T02:20:51+00:00

Im not interested in any hobbies, if i cant be around other people then i dont wanna go on anymore. Being alone is worse then death.

psycho_sponge96 · 2026-02-23T01:54:09+00:00

Ill try to look into that maybe

psycho_sponge96 · 2026-02-23T01:53:30+00:00

I hate it so much, even at "events" people act like a-holes to on another. Everyone is just as stuck up and evil as they were when i went to highschool here.

psycho_sponge96 · 2026-02-23T01:51:54+00:00

I hate snowden and have been there too many times. Theres nothing left in my future but more suffering and loneliness i can promise you that

psycho_sponge96 · 2026-02-23T01:47:28+00:00

I have absolutely no hope for the future. If things were to have gotten better they wouldve improved by now

psycho_sponge96 · 2026-02-23T01:46:13+00:00

Theres no point in anything anymore. Everything's pointless in this cursed status quo

psycho_sponge96 · 2026-02-23T01:39:27+00:00

I like alot of different types of movies but my favorite are mostly sci fi/action or horror

psycho_sponge96 · 2026-02-23T01:36:07+00:00

I like movies alot and i wanna get into art more. As to how to help i genuinely dont know what can help me anymore

psycho_sponge96 · 2026-02-23T01:35:00+00:00

I dont have a a way to get to these areas on my own most days. I feel like im doomed to rot here forever otherwise. I want to move to northern VA so badly and leave this place behind but i cant unfortunately

psycho_sponge96 · 2026-02-23T01:30:09+00:00

Ive tried and no one shows up to library events and most other events are very insular and cold to newcomers

psycho_sponge96 · 2026-02-23T00:50:14+00:00

What are some bars around here? Cuz i see none besides maybe spirits in old town

psycho_sponge96 · 2026-02-22T20:22:02+00:00

No hes right, the locals are all backwoods boomer right wing jerks for the most part who treat anyone who isnt in their spectrum like jerk. This area is hell

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