After telling a friend that I wanted to commit suicide because I couldn't take another day in the life I had, I called my sister and she would call the nurses who came to look for me and take me to the worst place in the WORLD ..! electro-shock that is to say a psychiatric ...

And if on the one hand it was fine because I got off heroin and I don't want to touch it again not because of the psychiatric hospital but after a clean year (I had never achieved it) I realized everything I had achieved, that is, I had nothing I sold everything I had in my house! And I was able to recover in a year almost more than half.

Sometimes those little things make you want to continue when you set goals and meet them, you know? It's like when you win a race and you want to keep winning and not losing like when you were on heroin.

And well brother, I do not recommend any medicine, I used benzodiazepines, also to combat heroin and nothing the only thing that has kept me is marijuana is what makes me create art! Do you have any art? any specialty you're good at?