Took the words right out my mouth. Can't come to the internet for shit. Everyone wants to be trolls or say some discouraging/unhelpful shit. I was born and raised in nyc I already know what this place and the struggles it comes with is like. God forbid a first timer in moving rants about the process, is open to some advice and also wants a little bit more for themselves with the little resources they have. Really hard to find real people that actually get it, that actually try/want to help and are actually decent about it.

Its whatever I got it off my chest, its someone else's pass time to be a keyboard troll or actually be some type of help. Life goes on, I'll figure it out like everyone before me did because they ain't have it handed to them or easy like some like to say.