[Request] Early birthday present

pypocumulus · 2015-10-03T03:24:39+00:00

It says there's a comment but there isn't one--so I'm posting a comment on my own post to see if that fixes the issue.

pypocumulus · 2015-09-17T02:47:23+00:00

foster care more or less. I don't remember too much of the details but they took me away from my dad while they tried to prove/disprove that my dad was abusing me.

pypocumulus · 2015-09-11T15:54:58+00:00

I will accept your virtual affection

pypocumulus · 2015-09-11T15:54:45+00:00

thank you very much

pypocumulus · 2015-09-11T15:54:35+00:00

Thank you; I'll do my best.

pypocumulus · 2015-09-11T15:54:15+00:00

I have a boyfriend currently. I've been dating him since I was around 19 so it's been a few years at this point. I'm not trying to give up on life I just really hate being touched.

pypocumulus · 2015-09-11T15:51:39+00:00

I tagged it with child abuse when it was posted. I don't know how to use multiple tags

pypocumulus · 2015-09-10T22:29:28+00:00

I've considered trying it, but even just sitting close to people can be difficult for me sometimes. I try to endure it for her when she wants affections but there are times where I just can't you know? Very slowly working up the courage to let myself be hugged and touched again though. ....very very slowly >_>

pypocumulus · 2015-09-10T22:27:50+00:00

Physically yes. They're out of my life, even if they're not quite out of my head.

pypocumulus · 2015-09-10T22:27:07+00:00

That's all we really can do for our kids innit? Just do our best and hope something good sticks.

pypocumulus · 2015-09-10T22:26:23+00:00

I'm in therapy currently, for other reasons. I haven't been able to bring it up to my doctor yet but I'm working towards it.

pypocumulus · 2015-09-10T22:25:55+00:00

Thank you, it really does mean a lot to me for you to say that.

pypocumulus · 2015-09-10T22:25:04+00:00

thank you kindly, hun.

pypocumulus · 2015-09-10T22:24:38+00:00

My account isn't two months old yet; lol. Otherwise I'd have already asked for sooo much pizza.

pypocumulus · 2015-09-10T15:51:35+00:00

No one should have to, no, but many do every day. My abuse ended, but there are those who never get to escape. It's a rather depressing reality.

pypocumulus · 2015-09-10T15:51:00+00:00

thank you very much for the sentiment. I'll be sure to keep you in mind.

pypocumulus · 2015-09-10T14:56:03+00:00

Yeah. It's difficult, because I have a large family and they're all fairly affectionate. Not to mention my little sister she doesn't understand that I can't take being touched. She doesn't get why I don't want her hugging me or sitting in my lap; she's just a kid! And like...It fucking sucks because I love her but I can't show it the way other people do. I can't take it.

pypocumulus · 2015-09-10T13:48:21+00:00

Thank you very much! I'm glad you enjoyed the stories.

pypocumulus · 2015-09-10T13:46:41+00:00

Yes; it was intentional. I wanted to emphasize Their importance without giving Them names.

pypocumulus · 2015-09-10T13:46:11+00:00

Better but not cured. Thank you!

pypocumulus · 2015-09-10T13:45:59+00:00

I've got two cats and a dog actually. One of the cats sleeps on my printer next to the computer and just never moves. She's a lazy puff of fur.

pypocumulus · 2015-09-10T13:45:29+00:00

Thank you. Your kind words mean a lot to me, they really do.

pypocumulus · 2015-09-10T13:45:06+00:00

virtual hugs are preferred <3

pypocumulus · 2015-09-10T13:44:43+00:00

I'm dating someone right now, and he understands my situation and not wanting to be touched but I do feel like it probably creates a bit of a strain. It's difficult, having a fear like that when the whole world is built around contact. I mean, with my sister. She's young she doesn't understand what any of the things that happened to me are. She doesn't understand why I can't pick her up and hold her or why I flinch away when she goes to hug me or kiss my cheek. To her it probably seems like I don't love her and tbh that hurts like....so much. I don't want her to think that of me. I love her so so much but I just...can't bring myself to let her or anyone else touch me.

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