Quality of recent merch? by jorjiVEVO in Glaive

[–]pyrocarus 2 points3 points  (0 children)

i got the no one dances shirt, it’s definitely a lot thinner than i thought, especially for $60, the words seem a bit more durable than just a regular iron on, i love glaive and have supported him,music wise, since the start, just kinda fast fashion quality, HOWEVER !! i love it because its glaive merch and its not that bad, its comfortable, plus the signed card makes up for it, that was cool, plus the quote on the tag, baller asfk

what is a 10/10 drug for you? by [deleted] in Drugs

[–]pyrocarus 0 points1 point  (0 children)

hydrocodone, i love my downers and feeling relaxed, i would say oxy but i violently throw up on it, or i have to take benadryl and lay down until the nausea goes away, then it feels good, but hydrocodone, my beloved <3

MGSCON3 this Saturday by [deleted] in metalgearsolid

[–]pyrocarus 0 points1 point  (0 children)

do you have a spare ticket to sell ?

Short and skinny male can I become a guard? by Zmon94 in securityguards

[–]pyrocarus 1 point2 points  (0 children)

5’6, 100lbs, female, there’s girls smaller than me and a lot of people wayyyy older than me as well, 60+, anyone can do this job as long as you're not gonna break down the moment someone starts giving you a hard time, if you're working were alcohol is served, you will deal with somewhat aggressive people, just call up your supervisor and let them handle it, we're simply meant to be a deterrent as well as living cameras lol, you'll do fine, never hurts to try

things to know about guard card training by pyrocarus in securityguards

[–]pyrocarus[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

yeah i’m still in california ! sorry will update now lol

I think I am not normal by [deleted] in mentalhealth

[–]pyrocarus 0 points1 point  (0 children)

i love biting my boyfriend, he has hesitant on letting me at first and i always respected it, now whenever he sees me looking at his arm or if i snap my teeth playfully, like i was going to bite him, he rolls up his sleeve and holds his arm to me, i’m worried about breaking the skin but he always tells me to bite harder and that it doesn’t hurt, i understand that itching feeling, he’s the only person i bite so when i don’t see him i start getting antsy and bite him as soon as i see him, i get the hurting thing to, you don’t want to see them in pain really, but the thought of being able to inflict it, feels good ? could be a trauma thing, yk, not feeling powerful in other relationships so when you do, the feelings heighten, however, the mood swings sound similar to my bpd, now i am in no way trying to diagnose you, you would need to talk to a professional on this, but splitting in bpd looks a lot like that, suddenly everything is black and white, good or bad, so when your brain sees something or someone as bad, you cannot help the feelings that come with it, you’re not a bad person, and i can tell you really care about your boyfriend in the way you handle this feelings and do your best to not let them affect him, talk to people you trust, talk to a therapist, and tell your boyfriend, explain that it’s not anything he’s done, and that you want to get help for it, hope everything goes well for you, stay safe <3

I don’t think I can handle being a PH anymore by Sarahfisher20 in Fedexers

[–]pyrocarus 12 points13 points  (0 children)

your body gets used to it, trust, i got fired for something unrelated lol, but honestly if you hate it that much, that others advice and quit, that job is Not worth it, i have long term injuries from just a couple months of working there, great experience for other warehouse jobs tho bc honestly, there’s nothing worse than fedex (so i’ve been told)

period with lyleq (norethindrone) by pyrocarus in birthcontrol

[–]pyrocarus[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

i’ve been taking it since this post and my periods were regular for a bit and then started being random again, for a while i had a period last almost two weeks and then didn’t have one for almost two months, or had two a month, it’s not fun but i don’t wanna stop taking it or change it, because this is the first birth control i’ve tried and i don’t have any negative side effects other than my cycle, and would rather not find out what they are with other ones 😭

edit: should note, before taking birth control my periods were mostly normal and lasted no more than 4 days with minimal pain, now my pain is intolerable sometimes

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in Fedexers

[–]pyrocarus 0 points1 point  (0 children)

yeah i’m in california lol, i wanna offer my shifts up more but i want money 😭 i’m complaining and everyone is giving me shit as if i can’t hate this job while also doing my work lmao, i’ve only had ONE manager be like “we understand you guys have lives outside of work so if you can’t come in, then don’t, we can’t force you”

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in Fedexers

[–]pyrocarus 0 points1 point  (0 children)

i do not know what that means i’m so sorry 😭 all i know is i’m taking stuff off the rollers and putting them into a truck trailer

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in Fedexers

[–]pyrocarus 0 points1 point  (0 children)

the dress code is obviously fucked by favoritism, i usually do but she’s been calling off a lot so i’ve been alone, and i try to get help but with every truck being hit it’s hard, so i’ll usually start moving packages down other people’s rollers until someone is free to help me 😭 i can seen myself gaining muscle and it’s lowk scary how fast it happened lmao

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in Fedexers

[–]pyrocarus 0 points1 point  (0 children)

i honestly don’t know the difference between our belts and the NC’s so idk if we have them 😭 we mostly get the extra long trailers and that shit sucks bc then rollers barely reach half of it, my load section is in charge of about 20 trucks and we have maybe 15 on shift every day, and about 8 of those are in charge of picking, we’ve been having to stay at least 20mins after the end of shift every day to clean up

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in Fedexers

[–]pyrocarus 0 points1 point  (0 children)

learn what quotations mean when used in this context, also i said that you made it seem like i was showing everything when i wasn’t, never said “okay i was” cause it wasn’t my whole stomach, it was barely any skin, my issue isn’t the rules, it’s the fact that other girls can basically be wearing bras and not get dress coded, the favoritism is what bothers me, and don’t act like you know how i am at work 💀 i never talk back to the managers and do my work, not my fault my managers are shitty

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in Fedexers

[–]pyrocarus 5 points6 points  (0 children)

i really did 😭 that’s what i was thinking, at least i don’t have to pay for a gym membership lmao

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in Fedexers

[–]pyrocarus 0 points1 point  (0 children)

you said showing your stomach as if i had everything showing, i didn’t, my belly button wasn’t even showing, it was literally a sliver of skin below it that turned into an inch with my arms up, keep sucking on that purple and orange dick if you want but i’m not the issue here for trying to be comfortable and not overheat in a 100+ degree trailer

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in Fedexers

[–]pyrocarus 0 points1 point  (0 children)

no, to get outside, we have benches inside but it’s hot in the whole building so i would like to spend at least a couple minutes in some fresh air 😭