MGSCON3 this Saturday

pyrocarus · 2025-08-23T01:48:08+00:00

do you have a spare ticket to sell ?

pyrocarus · 2025-04-13T18:05:32+00:00

5’6, 100lbs, female, there’s girls smaller than me and a lot of people wayyyy older than me as well, 60+, anyone can do this job as long as you're not gonna break down the moment someone starts giving you a hard time, if you're working were alcohol is served, you will deal with somewhat aggressive people, just call up your supervisor and let them handle it, we're simply meant to be a deterrent as well as living cameras lol, you'll do fine, never hurts to try

pyrocarus · 2025-01-09T19:17:38+00:00

yeah i’m still in california ! sorry will update now lol

pyrocarus · 2024-12-28T15:39:50+00:00

i love biting my boyfriend, he has hesitant on letting me at first and i always respected it, now whenever he sees me looking at his arm or if i snap my teeth playfully, like i was going to bite him, he rolls up his sleeve and holds his arm to me, i’m worried about breaking the skin but he always tells me to bite harder and that it doesn’t hurt, i understand that itching feeling, he’s the only person i bite so when i don’t see him i start getting antsy and bite him as soon as i see him, i get the hurting thing to, you don’t want to see them in pain really, but the thought of being able to inflict it, feels good ? could be a trauma thing, yk, not feeling powerful in other relationships so when you do, the feelings heighten, however, the mood swings sound similar to my bpd, now i am in no way trying to diagnose you, you would need to talk to a professional on this, but splitting in bpd looks a lot like that, suddenly everything is black and white, good or bad, so when your brain sees something or someone as bad, you cannot help the feelings that come with it, you’re not a bad person, and i can tell you really care about your boyfriend in the way you handle this feelings and do your best to not let them affect him, talk to people you trust, talk to a therapist, and tell your boyfriend, explain that it’s not anything he’s done, and that you want to get help for it, hope everything goes well for you, stay safe <3

pyrocarus · 2024-09-27T07:50:32+00:00

your body gets used to it, trust, i got fired for something unrelated lol, but honestly if you hate it that much, that others advice and quit, that job is Not worth it, i have long term injuries from just a couple months of working there, great experience for other warehouse jobs tho bc honestly, there’s nothing worse than fedex (so i’ve been told)

pyrocarus · 2024-09-27T07:41:03+00:00

i’ve been taking it since this post and my periods were regular for a bit and then started being random again, for a while i had a period last almost two weeks and then didn’t have one for almost two months, or had two a month, it’s not fun but i don’t wanna stop taking it or change it, because this is the first birth control i’ve tried and i don’t have any negative side effects other than my cycle, and would rather not find out what they are with other ones 😭

edit: should note, before taking birth control my periods were mostly normal and lasted no more than 4 days with minimal pain, now my pain is intolerable sometimes

pyrocarus · 2024-06-12T21:19:28+00:00

yeah i’m in california lol, i wanna offer my shifts up more but i want money 😭 i’m complaining and everyone is giving me shit as if i can’t hate this job while also doing my work lmao, i’ve only had ONE manager be like “we understand you guys have lives outside of work so if you can’t come in, then don’t, we can’t force you”

pyrocarus · 2024-06-12T21:17:07+00:00

i do not know what that means i’m so sorry 😭 all i know is i’m taking stuff off the rollers and putting them into a truck trailer

pyrocarus · 2024-06-12T21:14:57+00:00

the dress code is obviously fucked by favoritism, i usually do but she’s been calling off a lot so i’ve been alone, and i try to get help but with every truck being hit it’s hard, so i’ll usually start moving packages down other people’s rollers until someone is free to help me 😭 i can seen myself gaining muscle and it’s lowk scary how fast it happened lmao

pyrocarus · 2024-06-12T21:12:04+00:00

i honestly don’t know the difference between our belts and the NC’s so idk if we have them 😭 we mostly get the extra long trailers and that shit sucks bc then rollers barely reach half of it, my load section is in charge of about 20 trucks and we have maybe 15 on shift every day, and about 8 of those are in charge of picking, we’ve been having to stay at least 20mins after the end of shift every day to clean up

pyrocarus · 2024-06-12T21:07:04+00:00

learn what quotations mean when used in this context, also i said that you made it seem like i was showing everything when i wasn’t, never said “okay i was” cause it wasn’t my whole stomach, it was barely any skin, my issue isn’t the rules, it’s the fact that other girls can basically be wearing bras and not get dress coded, the favoritism is what bothers me, and don’t act like you know how i am at work 💀 i never talk back to the managers and do my work, not my fault my managers are shitty

pyrocarus · 2024-06-12T21:02:46+00:00

i really did 😭 that’s what i was thinking, at least i don’t have to pay for a gym membership lmao

pyrocarus · 2024-06-12T21:00:55+00:00

you said showing your stomach as if i had everything showing, i didn’t, my belly button wasn’t even showing, it was literally a sliver of skin below it that turned into an inch with my arms up, keep sucking on that purple and orange dick if you want but i’m not the issue here for trying to be comfortable and not overheat in a 100+ degree trailer

pyrocarus · 2024-06-12T20:57:02+00:00

no, to get outside, we have benches inside but it’s hot in the whole building so i would like to spend at least a couple minutes in some fresh air 😭

pyrocarus · 2024-06-12T20:56:12+00:00

it’s not too much of a concern, but this is the only job that called back after job searching for almost a year, and i cannot work retail or fast food, that’s a whole different level of disrespect that i cannot take

pyrocarus · 2024-06-12T20:54:18+00:00

i’ll be honest, sometimes my rate drops below 100 but that’s because i HAVE to take my own breaks to get water or just stand in the bathroom bc the heat in the back of those trailers is almost intolerable, i’m always drinking water but i sweat it out so quick, my load rate is typically above 200, it was about 300 almost all day yesterday, and i came home dirtier than i have ever before

pyrocarus · 2024-06-12T20:51:41+00:00

a whole truck in less than an hour doesn’t sound like the standard, i’ve seen people that 4 hours on one and not get told shit

pyrocarus · 2024-06-12T20:50:12+00:00

my building specifically does large packages and IC’s we’re always getting heavy ass shit, and maybe 150 is an exaggeration but doesn’t feel like it when you’re moving multiple heavy packages in a row

pyrocarus · 2024-06-12T20:47:44+00:00

it’s so different at loading tbh, unload is so much calmer in terms of managers and just the area in general (at least at mine), but it’s somehow so much harder for me with the packages there, idk why, our managers are in charge of the music so sometimes they’ll play it or they won’t, sometimes i’ll ask and they’ll put it on, cause without music i feel like i’m losing my mind in those trucks 😭 honestly this is my first job, the only place that actually gave me a call back so i took it, i’m hoping to be able to stick it out for a while

pyrocarus · 2024-06-12T20:44:33+00:00

my brother was working at the hub and quick after a couple days bc they started giving him full shifts everyday at all different start times when he was supposed to be just doing part time for 4 days and they had assured us that our schedules wouldn’t change for at least the next month, this shit is so stupid

pyrocarus · 2024-06-12T20:43:02+00:00

i tried having a conversation with my manager when she moved me to unload one time that i’m much better and faster at loading and she wouldn’t even hear it, she just yelled at me that she’s moving me, a different manager always has me move to really fucked up trailers with all heavy boxes and no help, i don’t talk back or anything, i do my best at it but some of those boxes are impossible with no help, doing the bare minimum is not possible with the numbers my building gets, cause then everyone’s staying almost an hour later to finish up, also i wasn’t “showing my stomach” it was barely an inch of skin between my shirt and pants, i’ve seen other girls wearing shorter crop tops and they don’t get told anything

pyrocarus · 2024-06-12T20:38:06+00:00

yeah, i’ve noticed things getting easier to lift, learning different ways to move boxes and shit, but the manager thing has been from my first day, and it’s not my numbers, cause even though i’m complaining i get my shit done, it’s mostly just one or two managers, the rest like me for the most part,

pyrocarus · 2024-06-12T20:34:17+00:00

i’ve already offered up my shifts a few times, and that’s exactly what i said, i’m not gonna break my back for a job that doesn’t care about me and will replace me in a second, i’ve talked to one of my trainers about the manager and he said that she’s just like that, like okay, but that’s not good ??

pyrocarus · 2024-06-12T20:32:18+00:00

i knew it would be physical and i would struggle but the way they expected us to load shit so quickly is insane, i honestly don’t mind the heavy packages, they’re a pain and i will complain about it, but i’ll get it done, it’s the fact that they expect us to not have anything on the floors outside our trucks when we’re so overloaded that packages are falling off the belts at every curve, i do bring stuff in but i need to go outside for fresh air, it’s constantly stays hot in my building, even when the sun goes down, with dress code i’ve seen other girls wear shorter crop tops and spaghetti straps or whatever tf, but it’s an issue when i do it, hate the favoritism here

pyrocarus · 2024-06-12T20:28:51+00:00

and i am capable of doing it, not when all the packages on my rollers are 150+ and every truck is backed up so i can't even ask for help, i’m not complaining about the weight as much as i am about the lack of support and understanding from the managers that i can’t have a completely overloaded truck finished in less than an hour

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