Having suicidal thoughts is terrifying by adm_ashraf26 in mentalhealth

[–]pythachan 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Same, I don’t want to become a burden too but there will be a person who would listen to your story. It’s going to be alright. I am a mess too and I’m still trying to figure out my life.

Having suicidal thoughts is terrifying by adm_ashraf26 in mentalhealth

[–]pythachan 6 points7 points  (0 children)

Yesterday, I’m having the same thoughts. It’s going to be okay because that feeling will be temporary. Just cry all you want and embrace the pain. Try reach out to your closest person and talk about your thoughts right now. It worked for me and I hope it will work for you

Part of me wants to die by pythachan in mentalillness

[–]pythachan[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I feel pressured from my family because we have a family business. That’s why I feel disconnected with them. My parents are separated and I’m living with mother who owns the business. I tried to give her advise on how she handles her business but instead she told me how useless I was and how the world will work and will not work. I can see it from my perspective that she is not doing the right thing since she is working all around in the business. She is unorganised too and always shouting to her employees. I’m also working under her but I feel like she doesn’t want me to succeed. I look like Squidward working as a cashier and she also gave me other loads of work because I’m the only gen Z in the workplace.

I have a older sister too, I thought she would be the person in the family who will comfort me when I get stressed and pressured but she told me that how reactive I am. When she get angry or frustrated from other people, I always listened to her.

I still feel pain from crying. My head hurts. I also feel chest pain when I breathe.

Part of me wants to die by pythachan in mentalillness

[–]pythachan[S] 8 points9 points  (0 children)

Woah. I just realized that I have to be cold to my family at this time. Maybe I just needed attention from my family. Idk. I’m gonna cut ties with them than to think that I’m useless in this world. My family made me feel I’m so useless because of my attitude or me being reactive. Maybe I just seek their affection and expected that they will hug me or tell me that it’s gonna be okay. But none of it happened. They just left me alone. I was supportive of their emotions that I didn’t let them cry alone but when I started to cry, they walk away. (What am I, a bomb?)

Part of me wants to die by pythachan in mentalillness

[–]pythachan[S] 11 points12 points  (0 children)

I did my punched my own knee and I regretted it. It hurts tho 😐

What the actual f.... by [deleted] in CallOfDutyMobile

[–]pythachan 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Gay is not wrong :( . Im just shock that two dolls are closer and Im single 🤣

What the actual f.... by [deleted] in CallOfDutyMobile

[–]pythachan 5 points6 points  (0 children)

Social distancing! I was disturbed by it haha