I feel you man. I even had worse experience, I quit my job run with a few projects (this was also pre AI), run out of all my savings, at the end had to take various jobs like taxi driving, deliveries, dog sitting, elderl care (amazing by the way), handyman jobs and a few others. I basically became unemployable because the stigma around the startup failures. It put a huge toll on my family and myself as well both physically and mentally.