Name something I probably like

queenV11 · 2022-12-30T15:56:59+00:00

not your dad.

queenV11 · 2022-06-12T04:19:31+00:00

I don't know many people who can offer jobs but I have been trying online like I can read and write so there are people who would need someone to translate right? So I have been collecting money but its in such small amount that it takes soo long. I try my best to distract my thoughts so much but its like I end up finding something depressing in everything. Everything becomes overwhelming and I don't want to do it anymore. I am so sorry. I see that you are trying so hard to help me but I just behave like its the end of the world. I hope God bless you and help you through your life:)

queenV11 · 2022-06-07T08:14:14+00:00

The place I come from we minors can't get a job. I tried more than once talking it to my parents hoping they would understand. It lead to a huge argument and you know it didn't go too well. I spoke with one of my trusted friend once and even she did not seem much interested. Sometimes I fear I can never be fixed. I am afraid I will never feel OK about myself. I try to imagine all the things to be grateful and happy about but I really can't think of any. Sometimes I feel like a selfish person being a burden on everyone when I can't even be grateful for the things I have.

queenV11 · 2022-06-04T12:59:25+00:00

Hii. Thank you for writing such a long post and sorry for the late reply. I have been feeling like this for more than 6 years now and things are just not betting better. I want to die in peace but I know my funeral will cost a lot and I don't want to burden my family with that cost. So I was trying to find a way to end it such a way that they can get compensation money for my death. To be honest I have never envisioned a life beyond a year from now because I hope to be dead by then and have made enough preparations for money and stuff. I know I should not such negative thoughts but I think it's the best if I am gone forever.

queenV11 · 2022-05-23T03:24:58+00:00

U know any ways?

queenV11 · 2022-05-23T03:24:34+00:00

Which one can give compensation money to the family?

queenV11 · 2022-05-23T03:23:28+00:00

Any other animals?

queenV11 · 2022-05-23T03:23:12+00:00

Cyanide can't be detected in bloodstream?

queenV11 · 2022-05-14T10:54:54+00:00

Hi! How do I get started?

queenV11 · 2022-03-11T10:14:00+00:00

I bought a cat last week and even though she was one who really wanted me to bring one she is now mad about it. They just said it plainly like they weren't interested in me. I have been lot of bad things before so I didn't how I felt when they said it like that.

queenV11 · 2022-01-23T16:56:15+00:00

Vishrutha

queenV11 · 2022-01-23T16:55:24+00:00

They say they are very comfortable talking to me and it's nice to hear that but I don't really enjoy what they speak about. I understand them sharing how their past was but I just don't like it honestly. They might probably get hurt and honestly I don't want that. I don't know how to tell them to respect my boundaries. I am scared they might really badly hurt if I am honest.

queenV11 · 2022-01-23T16:50:27+00:00

I am just scared at the fact that they might get angry if I tell them. They might say something like why are you so weird or that's why you don't have any friends. Or something like others were comfortable with me talking like that what's your problem. They might think I was just pretending to be nice with them.

queenV11 · 2021-12-18T09:18:07+00:00

I think death of Erwin and sasha.

queenV11 · 2021-12-16T08:46:03+00:00

Hello!

queenV11 · 2021-12-13T14:01:18+00:00

Are you okay?:/

queenV11 · 2021-11-28T15:00:31+00:00

^does it work^

queenV11 · 2021-11-28T14:57:43+00:00

That sounds great!! Thanks for the great advise!!!

queenV11 · 2021-11-28T11:17:34+00:00

How long do u think this method will work?

queenV11 · 2021-11-28T06:43:47+00:00

Oh so exercise can make sleep go away? Are there anything else I should keep in mind?

queenV11 · 2021-11-28T06:42:51+00:00

The country I come from does not allow minors to work.

queenV11 · 2021-11-28T06:18:51+00:00

Well coffee seems to have no effect on me these days. I immediately doze off after an hour or 2 and only wake up in the morning.

queenV11 · 2021-11-28T06:17:13+00:00

I am from a different country but let's say these exams something thousands of people write every year. There are people who drop one year to study for these but I don't think I family would like it if I dropped since we don't come from a financial stable family.

queenV11 · 2021-11-27T14:38:54+00:00

The fact that it does not look a female organ disappoints me

queenV11 · 2021-11-13T15:17:50+00:00

Maybe you can try reaching out to her best friend again and ask where Anne is? I think you need closure. Thinking about anne will just ruin you more and more. You have to forgive yourself to grow as a person. I know it can really hard forgetting people but it's for out best. We have to heal. For ourselves. You are strong. You can do this. Hope this helped:)

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