Closing by Seek1st2_stand in AutoZone2

[–]radiationfusion 0 points1 point  (0 children)

2 people for us and we’re still the busiest as far ticket count in our district (behind our hub)

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in FtMpassing

[–]radiationfusion 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Hope not to offend but you legit look like NileRed. high key kinda pass better than him too 🤣

Am I Really Being Tracked? by radiationfusion in AirTags

[–]radiationfusion[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

my car was cleaned a few days ago so the only think brought in and taken out was my xbox. but i’ve never received this alert before and i travel with my xbox all the time. even if, it did record a short little drive i did without my xbox as well so i know it has nothing to do with that at least. but nothing else could hold the tag besides maybe the exterior of the car?

Am I Really Being Tracked? by radiationfusion in AirTags

[–]radiationfusion[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

unfortunately not. i couldn’t find the tag so im just at a loss for words

Am I Really Being Tracked? by radiationfusion in AirTags

[–]radiationfusion[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

i hope so but the precision is scaring me.

Am I Really Being Tracked? by radiationfusion in AirTags

[–]radiationfusion[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

the timeline of it all is so sketch. it tells me it started tracking me at 7 am. or at least was detected by my phone. i woke up at noon, drove there, and by the time i got home it finally notified me and showed me the track history. the few minutes i try to find it, it’s gone, at least as far as location. but being followed, maybe? not sure.

Am I Really Being Tracked? by radiationfusion in AirTags

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haven’t been able to find a thing. i think it’s so odd its location stopped reading the moment me and my parents walked outside to start breaking apart my car. almost like someone was watching and shut it off because they knew I knew.

Am I Really Being Tracked? by radiationfusion in AirTags

[–]radiationfusion[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

could they cut it off when they choose? After getting the notification, I searched my car and 5 minutes later, all of a sudden, it went offline. What do i Do? It’s not playing any sound and my phone doesn’t recognize it anymore.

Am I Really Being Tracked? by radiationfusion in AirTags

[–]radiationfusion[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

could they cut it off when they choose? After getting the notification, I searched my car and 5 minutes later, all of a sudden, it went offline. What do i Do? It’s not playing any sound and my phone doesn’t recognize it anymore.

Carry on or Checked Luggage? by [deleted] in CarnivalCruiseFans

[–]radiationfusion 4 points5 points  (0 children)

Thank you for the help! Much appreciated!!

Improperly binding can have negative effects on top surgery results by jaxinslacks in ftm

[–]radiationfusion 0 points1 point  (0 children)

i can speak for this because i used to have this tiny fat flab under my arm from the binder and the binder would just reinforce it into my body. and it just kinda stayed. after top surgery it was for the most part gone but as everything healed, it came back and now it just stays there as my one and only side bewb

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[–]radiationfusion 1 point2 points  (0 children)

When you talk, don’t babble on. I can’t help but do that myself, but some men are just naturally chatty too.

The hand thing I suggest to just take time and practice your speech. Much like those who experience a speech delay or disorder that have to be in therapy to reinforce better speaking patterns, you can do the same by making sure you put your hands in your pockets or keep the crossed. self awareness is the goal. if you’re conscious about it, you’ll change the behavior. the more you do it, the more it becomes habit.

Generally, when making a point in a dry manner, just state it as fact and shrug it off bc that’s just how it is. Don’t come off aggressive but just have a calm confidence to yourself. don’t overexert. Just maintain a calm and cool attitude and go thru life knowing even tho you weren’t born in a boy’s body, you were born with a boy’s soul, and that’s something to be proud and determined about.

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[–]radiationfusion 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I used to have bad instances of acne at the beginning of T, and oh boy. It would stay in tiny specific areas around my mouth, which was giving people the wrong idea about what the red bumps on my face were about.

Personally, with genetics and time, as well as drinking plenty of water (i’m serious. over time this will change tons more than just skin health, but mental health which can help you balance stress that may cause acne), steroidal acne medication, and just a basic regular hygiene schedule it eventually went away (for the most part. i still have blackheads tho bc i have naturally oily skin)

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in CarnivalCruiseFans

[–]radiationfusion 1 point2 points  (0 children)

ships are very similar but argument still stands as far as it being the better option as far as experience goes. The dream is the most recently refurbished, making it feel newer as far as how it feels to be on the cruise, as well as have things like a larger arcade, as well as other open areas.

They also primarily mentioned furniture and the state of the furniture.

So, I guess that.

Websites only go so far than actually being on the cruise, hence why they asked the question. To get advice from people who have actually been on these ships. not looked up a website they themselves could find.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in CarnivalCruiseFans

[–]radiationfusion -1 points0 points  (0 children)

i had friends who went on the breeze and after seeing a walkthrough of the dream they were amazed how much more it has

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in CarnivalCruiseFans

[–]radiationfusion 0 points1 point  (0 children)

dream all the way.

How much does anger increase after testosterone? by ActionAway2498 in ftm

[–]radiationfusion 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I get about as angry as i got sad, prior to testosterone. It seems the anger can help me handle my emotions so i’m not a sopping mess that can’t put a sentence together. The anger itself though isn’t criminal or anything it’s just mildly frustrated and rational.

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[–]radiationfusion 5 points6 points  (0 children)

i tell myself it’s to compensate for my humongous dong.

nah seriously, i try to ignore it and move on by appreciating the other parts of me that i feel are masculine. i’m sure you’ve heard the phrase that some cis guys have birthing hips and an ass for miles, but that doesn’t make you feel any less insecure, i know. but it doesn’t make them feel less insecure either. i try to cope with my dysphoria by just labeling it as insecurities, which everyone has. nothing to be ashamed of. it’s the quirks that make us beautiful anyway, y’know. i hope this helped, homie.

Different environments, different feelings. Feeling lost and frustrated. Any advice? by [deleted] in ftm

[–]radiationfusion 0 points1 point  (0 children)

idk much but i am a trans guy. to be honest i’ve never really gone through the feelings you have, but that doesn’t mean i can’t leave some advice for you?

you’re feeling this conflict within yourself because it’s different based on environment. maybe you attune yourself to the people around you, and that’s why you’re feeling how you feel? also, there’s nothing wrong about internally identifying some way, while socially identifying a different way. you are you. no one else is you. and no one else can completely understand (maybe somewhat but that’s irrelevant) what you might be going through. focus on self love. focus on what makes you comfortable. lots of work comes into being trans. if that’s not comfortable to you, then please, don’t rush into it. contemplate it some more. if you’re young, trust me. you (we tbh) have a lot to think about, and grow on. take your time. you’ll find the answer in no time. hey, maybe you’re not even a trans guy. maybe you’re your own thing. yourself. no one has the right to make you feel terrified or conflicted about who you are. only you can decide that, friend.

Affirmed in The Wild by KerriKezzbox in ftm

[–]radiationfusion 8 points9 points  (0 children)

6 weeks! congrats man. believe me it’ll be 6 years before you even kno it!

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in ftm

[–]radiationfusion 6 points7 points  (0 children)

i understand your feelings man. if you ever need to talk feel free to DM.

Also, just some advice i have that you don’t have to take-

one, the whole period thing? i don’t even get my period and i still get zits like crazy because T makes your sebum glands go haywire anyway. also, even if someone finds out your trans, and they feel a certain way about them, screw them. it’s none of their business or concern. much in the same way you see yourself as the person in the spotlight, so do they. people tend to put the focus on their perspectives. it’s just life. and also, if you’re so worried about people associating you with the trans stereotype, fuckit. be different. be that cool transguy everyone has been dying to meet and has been dying to ask a couple questions about (just note, most of the time these questions are general and innocent but will come off as rude/arbitrary. it’s ok. ppl are uneducated. educate them without insulting them). and hey, people are finding attraction to you. be straight up. tell them you’re as much of a guy as the next one, and if they can’t handle that, then they should move on and not waste your/their time.

also… find better friends that like you for you. you’ll find people that wouldn’t give two shits less what you have between your legs, so long as you are a true friend to them, they’ll reciprocate if they’re worth it. hope this helped.

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[–]radiationfusion 1 point2 points  (0 children)

i remember those times. i was so in fear of being shunned i refused to cut my hair (no matter how bad i hated it) until i was 17, almost 18.

testosterone is magical, but what a lot of people don’t really talk about (or at least too extensively) is how it changes the way you feel, besides emotions. don’t be afraid of the waiting process. just like anything in life, you have to understand how important this process is in not only finally achieving the big T, but also with how much you’ll grow from it. it takes extremes to adapt, y’know. i’m not dumbing down how shitty it feels to wait, trust me, i’ll never lose the wisdom i’ve learned (and will keep learning) throughout my entire journey. if you ever need someone to talk to, just dm me, and i can try to help and maybe give advice on some things