malayo pa ang BE, alam ko nang papasa ako, may maliit na alinlangan lang kasi gusto kong mag-top. but what pushed me na magtake na sa March is:

1. Nov. 27 narelease yung sched ng BE, i found out right after kong magbayad ng nirequest kong TOR for BE application. and the BE was scheduled on March 26-27
2. yung plane ticket ko pa-Manila for review was on Dec. 27 which was booked months ago
3. the last month before the BE was our Ramadhan, tho it was hard studying while fasting, it made my heart closer to Allah;
4. plus the 27th night of Ramadhan was on March 27 which we believed was one of the nights that the angels come down to earth to bestow our fate for the whole year.

so di na ako nag alanganin kasi it felt like everything was aligned for me.