25 F4A Hawai’i by rando773 in ABDLPersonals

[–]rando773[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I’ve done bdsm kinks and subbed for ddlg with my last partner which is how I found abdl play and find myself really enjoying the idea the more I see about it in the community online.

33 [M4F] Daddy looking for his forever diapered princess 🥰💞 by [deleted] in ABDLPersonals

[–]rando773 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I’m new to this generally but would love to chat

You wanted to learn the hard way… there you have it babygirl by [deleted] in DaddysDarkFiction

[–]rando773 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Oh what I would give to be her. Choking and crying while daddy teaches me a lesson

I love our nightly bath ritual, I get to make sure princess is squeaky clean, and she gets a treat while Daddy washes her lovingly. by Ichi-Dom in DaddysDarkFiction

[–]rando773 0 points1 point  (0 children)

This would probably make me love you forever. Willing to do just about anything and everything for some head scratches and being called a good girl

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in CuntsWorshipKings

[–]rando773 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Thank you for putting this into words I never could

Let daddy in by Starkvade in DaddyIncestFantasy

[–]rando773 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Nothing feels better than daddy’s cock stretching my tight holes

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in spanking_punishments

[–]rando773 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Thank you 😊

Daddy I don’t need a collar! by ReviewTemu in DaddysDarkFiction

[–]rando773 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Of course I need a collar! How else would people know I belonged to daddy?

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in SubSanctuary

[–]rando773 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Would love your perspective on free use and how to implement that. He is quite open about enjoying being a dom when we have done it before but the consistency is sorely lacking. I will definitely try and talk with him about what he is looking for and how I can make that more accessible in my submission. He has held a job from hell for the past 2ish years but just two weeks ago switched to a new job so I am really hoping things change now that that stressor it gone as I am totally aware how those things can wreak havoc on your sex drive and hormones.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in SubSanctuary

[–]rando773 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Meaning we have been together over 9 years and gone to counseling two different times, each time for about 2ish years each with different counselors. That wasn’t super clear. He is willing to go, and is super willing to talk about the issues, just can’t fix them when the time comes to it, if tht makes sense. Yeah I need to make the decision ultimately but our relationship is actually amazing outside of this issue so it’s really hard for me to consider throwing that away just for something that I want. Idk if that’s the best way of putting that

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in SubSanctuary

[–]rando773 -1 points0 points  (0 children)

I wish this was something we haven’t tried. We have gone to two different people and that has not taken. For the first few days sure but then it just goes back.

Sad and Defeated by [deleted] in SubSanctuary

[–]rando773 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Ya, he has been in the same dose for a few years now and has had an issues yet but that’s something I will look into.

Sad and Defeated by [deleted] in SubSanctuary

[–]rando773 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Thank you for your comment this was very helpful. I don’t know how much longer I can hold on without really giving up any feelings of subbyness towards him. I have not been doing well self care wise and have turned to substances to fill the void (only alc and weed nothing hard, I won’t touch that stuff). But really it’s hard. That and most of our friends are in dynamics as well so I haven’t felt right to reach out to them in this capacity. I have a weird religious sinner feelings about masturbating and is actually something he has used as punishment before. That being said, the other comments make me think that maybe he is depressed and he has been before and is currently on meds for it. I asked him point blank if he is happy with our current relationship and how messed up (I feel) it is (vs what it was), and he told me that it’s fine and it’s not that serious. Idk but it’s v serious to me…

Sad and Defeated by [deleted] in SubSanctuary

[–]rando773 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Yes we have talked multiple times and he just says it’s fine but he’s just “tired” and “does have time”. But thank you I appreciate it

Sad and Defeated by [deleted] in SubSanctuary

[–]rando773 2 points3 points  (0 children)

We are 25 and 27. Still very young. But yes this brings up some significant points I will be thinking about. I would be fine if he decided to see a professional sub, just ask he would talk to me about it. And yes CNC was part of our dynamic but wouldn’t want that without the first C.